Remind me...again?

Chapter 9

A/n herro guys ! I might've said that I was taking a pause but I was thinking. And honestly I don't think its fair to people who really enjoy this story ! So here ya go chapter 9 and so on :-) !

Did I just have sex with my best friend?
Did
I
Just
Have
Sex
With
My
Best
Friend?
I felt like throwing up. My feelings were building up like a fucking volcano. I just lost my virginity to Luke as I'm pretty damn sure he lost his to me.
Omg Im shaking. Does Luke even know what happened last night? I let out a tiny whimper. I have no clothes on except his flannel and oh god I'm wearing his flannel. And the amount of cake on the floor is unbelievable. Chocolate frosting all over my white bed sheets and floor. As its covered on Luke's very naked body. I slump on the bed because of the mess I just got into. Just then I hear a vibration in the bundled up bed sheets. I grab to see its my father calling.
" H-hello ? "
" HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET HEART "
damn. I really need to stop forgetting about my birthday.
" Thanks daddy.."
God if only he knew the situation I was in now. It wouldn't be such a happy birthday for him.
Just then Luke's eyes began to flutter awake. He wrinkles His nose and uses his hands to rub his eyes. That's when sudden realization hits him.
"Uhhh dad I really need to go...Luke's over and he made me birthday pancakes.." I lied.
" Oh okay sweetheart take care we send our love from Virginia !"
That's when the phone hung up and I was stuck in a very awkward position.
Shit.
Luke already red covers himself with my white bed sheet. And gives me an awkard glance. But what does he expect me to do? I can't just magically give his virginity back.
" So...we had..." He began to start.
" sex Luke we had sex " I palm my forehead.
He begins to turn red again. I was still palming my forehead.
" Listen Luke...answer me honestly... Do you have any idea what happened last night? "
He stays quiet.
He must know something if he stays quiet.
" Luke you do know something and the fact that your not gonna talk Me what happened just really - "
" You said you loved me..." He cuts me off.
He bites his lip.
"...and you layed me down and started...kissing me stating that you wanted us to be more then friends " he gulps down.
Nonononononononononono
I don't want Luke more then a brother. The fact that I'm stuck in this situation with him is really upsetting and omg I can't believe alcohol just did that to me.
" Listen Luke that was the alcohol speaking. I don't really want you more then a brother and I'm sorry if I made you think of something else. Can we just have a normal day and pretend this never happened? "
I then heard a whimper.
" Why pretend it never happened ? Why? "
He said this with a serious tone triggering that Luke is mad.
" Maybe because I don't like to have the fact that I fucked my best friend by accident is why !! "
Luke turns his head down and shakes it.
" And I was stupid enough to give in to you...All those things you said about me...about us...weren't even true..."
In disbelief I faced Luke
" Look Luke I'm not the smart person who brought an alcoholic beverage to their best friend's birthday to celebrate. "
Luke tugged the white sheet off the bed and used it to cover his torso.
" Yea and I guess im also the smart person  who fell ridiculously in love with their best friend !! " he scowled and left the room collecting his clothing from the stairway and finding the keys to his car around the kitchen table.
I march downstairs and approach to Luke Still only in his flannel.
" Listen Asshole admitting you have feelings for your best friend isn't the best time right now because she already has a lot to think about and your just putting more pressure on her ." I scowl back at Luke.
" Oh yea of course sorry I forgot your too busy having Michael as your first priority . My bad. You should screw him too. " he said that mockingly.
And that was the first time I actually got offended by Luke. I drop my mouth open and watch him get his pants on.
" Get out of my house " I blankly demanded as Luke finally realizes what he said was harsh.
" Nicole I'm so- "
" GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE LUKE. DO YOU NOT COMPREHEND WHAT THE FUCK IS COMING OUT OF MY MOUTH. LEAVE. "
I scream as tears start to well up in my eyes. Luke then leaves the front door shirtless because I have his flannel still on me. I go upstairs and cry on the pillow. Luke was being such an asshole. Especially the fact that he put so much pressure on me. My phone vibrates.
Mikeyy : Happy birthday gorgeous :-) I'm definitely going to see you today !!
Me : thanks ♥ I'm looking forward to it
And I really was looking forward to it.
A/n : herro again bbys I just wanted to remind you that my new book I'm collaborating with Goosella "Too Far gone" is up with its first chapter !! Please read it loves thanks ! X