The girl with a dark secret

chapter twenty two

Still Austin POV

Its been six months of physical therapy and I'm doing better with walking u don't use a wheelchair anymore nor a walker it just takes me awhile to walk or go up the stairs. The doctor raized it to two days a week for therapy. Now getting back on my feet I don't have to depend on everyone else they also said maybe like three years I can do football. That did not make me so happy but guise its better then never again. After the appointment I really just wanted to go home my legs were bothering me some and o really was thanking allot. The moment they said in three years I maybe be able to play football I thought this was Anns fault and it hurt me because I know its not get fault. Its just before she came along I had dreams. Yes I had to put up with his drunken ass. But I probably would still be in a school and playing football what I love to do best now I don't even know if I can go to collage for football it will probably be to late. I feel like my life got out of control all because I had no power over staying away from Ann. I did not want these thoughts so i just went to bed. The next morning I woke up feeling the same way so I figured I would tall to scars mom about it when she came home. Till then I just stayed in my room everytime someone came in I pretend I was sleeping. I watched so much TV I probably killed brain cells. I also sneak downstairs to get some alcohol to take away these thoughts of mine. By the time I finished that last sip I for got why I even started drinking.  About 4 o'clock Scars mom came home I guise someone told her I haven't been out of my room all day because she came right up stars and came right into my room.

" what's going on?"

"Nothing watching TV how was work?"

" work was too and Austin are you drunk?"

" Yes I am I fault like drinking. "

" Austin I've known you long enough to know you don't drank allot and when you do its a little. Watch is going on?"

" Just not happy I'm like I am I hate it I had my dreams of being a football player going to collage for it. Life as alright before I meet Ann. Yea I had a drunken ass of a father but my dreams kipped me going all because I was to weak to not be able to stay away from Ann even when I knew everything going on. Its her fault she was so irresistible. I hate this I hate my life I wise it was different and I don't want to feel this way but can't help it."

After saying all that we heard a door slam and heard Scar yell at Ann were she was going. With that we ran down stairs will I tried my beast but by the time we got down to the front door she was long gone don't know were but only thing I could thank for her running away was she heard what I said. At that moment I just dropped to the ground paralyzed could not move I just cried and cried. WHAT HAVE I DONE.