The girl with a dark secret

chappter thirteen

I was socked and speechless of what I saw. I saw tubs going in Austins mouth and his body looked  like he had no life to him. His eyes were closed and there was no color to his skin at all. I went to set next to his bed and hold his hand. At the time I did not know I was crying till scar put her hand on my shoulder.

" Are you okay Ann?"

"No scar I'm not. The love of my life is in a comma and it all because of stupid me. I should have stuck with not having friends like I said in the first place.

"Ann you can't blame yourself  with what's happening everyone needs someone and Austin wanted to be your friend he chooses to be by your side because he loves you. you gave him a chance to walk away and he decided  not to. He wood not want you to put yourself down about this ."

" Thanks scar but I thank I want to be lift alone right now."

With that I turn to Austin and cried even harder. all the stuff that has happened to me this has hurt me the most.

" Austin please wake up I need you. I love you so much. your the only guy I have trusted with everything that has happened to me. please wake up I need you. I started to cry even more. After awhile of siting there I started to sing my all time favorite song.  No one know I could sing besides dad. Not even scar  know about my singing nor did my mother. I would sing with dad in the car rides when it was just us too. I started singing Amazed by Lonestar

"Every time our eyes meet this feeling inside me is almost more then I can take . Baby when you touch me I can feel how much you love and it just blows me away.

I've never been this close to anyone or anything.

I can hear your thoughts I can see your dreams.

I don't know how you do what you do.

I'm so in love with  you it just keep getting better.

I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side forever and ever.

Every little thing that you do baby I'm amazed by you."

I lost count of how many times I  sung the song. there was one point a nurse came in why I was singing and was shocked about my singing . she was tilling me over and over again that I should be on American  ideal. with her saying that maid me blush. Around 5:50 I got hungry so I took my phone out and texts scar.

me: hey girl can you or mom do me a big favor and bring me some food I pay you back?

scar: shore how's McDonalds  sound to you?

me: girl you know me way to will.

scar: lol I know I be there in about five minutes with food.

me: Thinks scar.

With that I closed my phone I looked back up at Austin. baby please wake up and with that I started singing again. I must of lost track of time sing because I never heard scar come into room. I turned around to scars mouth wide open.

"what scar?"

" I never know you could sing."

"ummm I  did not want anyone knowing."

" But why not you have such a good voice."

  

"Not really lol. But thanks anyways only dad knew I could sing."

" o will here is your food. how's he doing."

" Still no signs of waking up anytime soon."

" I'm so sorry sweety he's strong he'll pole through."

I turned back to Austin and said I hopes so. scar stayed for another hour then she was getting tired so she headed back to the hotel. I ended up resting my head on Austins bed and let darkness take over. when i woke up it was nine it seemed the same as yesterday waking up to Austin having no color in face. I was setting there watching Austin still in a comma it has been three years and finally the doctor came in and told me there was still no signs of him walking up and they have to let him go because there's no other family alive to till them to pole the plug they could pole it on there own.

" what you mean you have to let him go are you crazy you can't I won't let you."

" will since you're not related to him or married  to him. Also since he has no more family alive it is up to us when we can pole it.

right when they poled the plug I woke up screaming tears also in my eye. I finally stopped screaming when I realized it was a nightmare I looked at Austin and started crying he looked the same as when I fell asleep he still had no color to his face only thing that reassured that it was only a nightmare and hasn't  been three years was  he looked the same  no signs of ageing nor wrinkles. Taking his hand I said out loud. I won't let them I won't let them kill you. finally I relaxed enough to fall back to sleep. I got woken up by a text around 8:30 from scar asking how he was. I text back he was still the same after putting my phone back on the stand by me. I grabbed Austins hand again and held it tight. I had the TV on the news channel and I was looking at it about how a lady was robed and killed in her own home  when I felt a move in the poem of my handed. I looked down to see Austins hand move again some a smile came on my face. it's the first time since he has been in a comma that there has been and signs  of waking up from a comma.

" come on Austin wake up I need you. You have been  the beast thing that has happened to me since father past away I haven't felt this happy. I don't know what I will do if I lose you. I love you. I heard him try to say something I leaned in  and said him to repeat him self that I did not hear him. I heard nothing as disappointed as I was I went to set back when I heard him say I love you Ann. hearing that got my hopes up that he will wake up today or tomorrow.