The girl with a dark secret

ninteen

Ann's POV

Depression has taking over me. I don't like going out only place I feel safe is my room. I wonder how long that would be. All I thank about is this is never going to end. I want a life back not the one I had at home but the one were he was gone out of my life even though it was a sliver of my life it still felt good. Everyone has been trying to help me but I just want to be lift alone. I don't want to talk to anyone or be near anyone else. I feel bad because I notice that its taking a toll on Austin a lot to. Everything was good I feel in love with someone never thanking I would. I'm grateful my best friend and her mom toil Austin and I in. I'm grestful that there doing anything to keep me safe but all of it still don't help the fear. The fear that he has something planed for me. I can feel that he dose. I don't know if I'm being paranoid or if my gut is warning me that he dose. All I do know is I feel safe right in my room. I know I'm worrying people that care for me but it's the last thing it seems that's on my mind. When I have nightmares Austin  is usually the first one nocking at my door but I never open it I don't even say a word. Sometime when I sneak to the bathroom I hear Austin crying. It makes me upset I never seen a guy cry for me since the day dad and I got in the car crash last thing I saw was my dad look at me as much as he can and his last words were I love you with tears in his eyes. Then thats was the end I past out. But now I got Austin crying for me but I never went to the door I just went back in my room. My hole world is crashing down and I wish I would just go up there with dad to be in his arms that was were I fault safe and happy. That was the last thing I thought of before passing out.