The Secert Life Of Good Girls #wattys2016

Don't Spill The Beans

CHAPTER 5

IVORY'S PO

I couldn't believe I was back with Blake.I was happy it just didn't feel the same. He didn't treat me the same. I was starting to think that I should have just stayed alone. My dad was on business trips and didn't have time to spend with me. The girls were either getting married or so in love they couldn't come home.

Me and Blake weren't having sex because I knew he wasn't feeling me. I guess this was my life it was boring and predictable. I used to could cry to Blake but I knew something was wrong. He was more busy had more business trips it was crazy. All I wanted was to be loved. I sat on Blake's bed waiting for him to come home. I waited for about an hour until I finally decided to go to sleep. I was woke up to noise and turned around to Blake. He was beating badly and I was nervous cause he acted like everything was ok.

"Blake what happened to you?", I said nonchalantly.

"Umm since you care I was handling business", he retorted.

The reason I took a chance on a white guy was because I thought their attitudes were different. Turns out I was wrong he was just like a niggah.

"Well sorry for asking since I don't care", I retorted.

I couldn't help it when he went into the bathroom to take a shower I grabbed his phone off the night stand. His password was the day we got together but he probably changed it. I typed it in and it worked maybe he did still love me. I started going through his messages and came across Naomi. I started to read the messages and boy were they making me mad and sad at the same time.

Blake: last night was great.

Naomi : yah you kno my spots and how to handle me I like that.

An when I saw they were from 2 months ago I flipped. I sat on the bed waiting for him to get out of the shower. I was about to raise some hell in this bitch. He came out the bathroom and saw my face an I think he already knew cause he didn't say a word to me.

" you gone speak up cause you know", I said on the verge of yelling.

"What?", Seeming that me being angry didn't faze him.

"Oh yeah you know my spot, you liked to fuck my brains out last night and so on and so on. You never gave a fuck about me", I started to cry.

"Baby I didn't want you to find out this way. I really didn't I love you"

"Fuck you, All I want is to be loved. Do you ever think of me when you lie? I can't believe you. After everything we been through. I thought I was something that you couldn't replace. What we had I couldn't pretend. You were so busy just thinking of youself. I love you and I never stopped loving you. I can't I won't do this", I said crying

He walked over to me and tried to grab me. I pushed him but he didn't let up. I started punching him in his chest. Eventually I was standing there crying in his chest while he had a tight grip around me. I knew him and Naomi had a thing before we got together but them sleeping together after that's some bullshit. I couldn't take it she is my bestfriend I been through thick in thin with this girl. So I know it wasn't her idea. I pulled away from him and he let me go.

"I'm leaving right now", I retorted.

"No your not ", he retorted back.

I put on my hoodie and grabbed my phone an headed for the door. All the thoughts came spinning in my head and all I could think about was him fucking her.

"Ivory baby please don't-"

I slammed the door before he could finish. I got in my car and just drove and just drove. I stopped at a red light and just cried. Blake kept calling but I didn't answer. I couldn't do anything so I decided to call Shannon. She answered after the second ring