The Secert Life Of Good Girls #wattys2016

What I Miss?

CHAPTER 16

BLAKE'S PO

I couldn't believe I missed out on important parts of my daughter life over some bullshit. I missed her first laugh, her first word, her first step. I felt ashamed because I could have turned my life around and made better decisions. I could've quit while I was head. All that matters is I'm here now and what ever she wants she gets. I walked into American doll store holding Avery's hand. She was excited to get a doll. It made me happy  knowing that even though I was gone for 5 years she made me feel like I missed not one. She was beautiful like her mom but had an attitude like me. She picked about 20 outfits for her doll and we finally left. I couldn't help but think about the night I almost died and the conversation I had with Ivory. I loved her with every inch of me and if she was happy with Bryshere I wasn't going to stand in the way of that. I picked Avery up and put her in her booster seat. I buckled her seat belt and hopped in the driver side doing the same. I heard Avery yelling and I turned around.

"Daddy! Daddy! There goes granddaddy",

I looked over to the right and it was Noah. He was talking to some lady but I didn't know who it really was. I started the car and lefted the scene I was taking Avery to go see my brothers wife Veronica for the first time . I was still on the road 30 minutes later and Avery was dozed off in the backseat.

I pulled up into the driveway way of a white house. It must be their house cause I saw toys everywhere. I got out and walked to the other side of the car to get Avery. As I grabbed her out the car she woke up. I hope she was ready to meet some bad ass kids. These kids have been a hand full since my brother died. Well they don't know my brother died Veronica thinks he left them. I knocked on the door and it finally opened. Veronica looked tired as hell which made me really feel bad that he's dead.

"Oh hey Blake", she rejoiced hugging me.

"Oh an Avery!"

She stepped aside letting me in and some dude was sitting on the couch. He mugged me and I just looked at him. She snapped me out my thoughts by introducing me to him.

" Blake this is Nathaniel",

"Nathaniel this is Blake", I waved at him.

I already didn't like this nigga I mean his whole demenor was off. You could tell he was beating Veronica cause she was jumpy around him.

"Where are the kids?", I looked around concerned.

"Oh their upstairs in their rooms!", She jumped up looking around like she lost something.

I held Avery's head in my chest like she was a new born baby. I hated the presence in this house and was ready to leave.

"Avery go help Aunt V get your cousin's", I put Avery on the ground and she went with her upstairs.

I stood there scrolling through my phone and I felt him looking at me. I turned and he sipped on whatever was in his cup. He started laughing and that shit was tweaking my nerves.

"What the fuck so funny? ", I retorted.

Just then Veronica came down with the kids. I smiled cause Avery was already getting along with Samantha the youngest one ,her and Avery was the same age. I waved Veronica bye and left out the house with the kids. I got them into the car and Jay the Oldest one around 15 was quiet. I pulled them up to this pizza place so we could sit and eat. We were eating here because it wasn't really anything at the house. Jay and logan were quiet an from what I remember they were the two that talked the most. I was nervous about it cause kids their age shouldn't be so quiet.

"Jay can I ask you something?", I looked across the table at him.

"Yeah uncle B whats up?", He looked up.

"Does he beat on your mom?" ,

He didn't say anything he just bit his pizza.

"Look I can get you guys out of there!",

"Uncle B?",-Logan.

"Yeah!",

"Promise you'll get us out of there!",-As a tear fell down his face.

"What does he do?", I signed trying to keep it together.

"He beats her and he sneaks in our room at night and he does things to us. He hurt Samantha.", Jay yelled.

I couldn't believe this shit. I wasn't taking them back there not until I knew he was gone for good. After we ate I called Veronica and told them they was staying with me for a couple days. I had extra rooms and didn't mind them staying. When we got there I turned on a movie and let them watch tv while I went to make a few calls.

"Vic I need you to take somebody out for me!",

"Who boss?",

"Some nigga name Nathaniel. I'll send you the address and their gonna be a women there don't hurt her. Brownskin lady with light brown hair. Anybody else take them out",

I sat back in my office chair with a smile on my face. I heard a knock on my door and Samantha came in. She sat down in the chair in front of my desk.

" Uncle B!",

"Yes Samantha! ",

"Is Nat going to hurt us again? ", She wiped her tears.

"Come here!", She came and stood next to me.

"No he isn't going to hurt you anymore. He won't hurt anyone again. Now go tell Avery to show you her toys", I wiped her tears and she left.

All I could think about was all this was my fault. If I would of never tried to take over my fathers throne none of this shit would have happened. All of it was my fault and now its my job to make this  right. I walked out my office and went to Avery's door to see her and Samantha playing. My phone started ringing and the caller ID said Vic.

"Wassup!", I walked away from Avery's door back into my office.

"We have a problem!",

"What kind of problem?", I sat in my chair.

"The lady is here with a bullet in the back of her head and Nathaniel is gone!",

"Get a location on him now!", I hung up the phone.

How was I going to tell these kids that their mom and dad was gone. I walked over to the railing of the staircase because I heard a scream. I saw a figure of a man and it had to be Nathaniel. Avery and Samantha came to the doorway because they heard the screams.

"Go in the room now!", I yelled.

I pulled my gun from behind me and ran down the stairs. All of this was to much to take in at once it was like everything was going in slow motion. I raised my gun and held it up high I looked back briefly to see if the girls were still in the room. I didn't want them to see this cause shit was gone get ugly. I heard the front door open and Nathaniel turned around and fired a shot. I couldn't see who it was but it had to be a women cause I heard her cry.

"You thought you were going to take Veronica from me huh?"

"Put down the gun Nathaniel. You don't want to do this", I tried reasoning with him.

"How the fuck you know what I want to do?",

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