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GUYS ,I'M SO SOORY!! I THOUGHT I ALREADY HAD POSTED THIS ON !!! I'M SO STUPIED!!

A/N: This oneshot is gonna be trans!Quackity . They live together but aren't engaged yet and Karl and Sapnap don't know that Quackity is trans . They still think he's a "girl" ( i hope that doesn't sound transphobic :{   )

Third PoV: 

It was a normal day for Karl ,Nick and Alex . They were cuddling on the couch watching a movie . When the movie ended Alex remembered something and asked his lovers ,,Amores, do you guys have anything planed for tomorrow?" Karl nodded and responded ,, Yes ,I'm gonna visit Mr.Beats , we're planing for the next video" Then Sapnap replied ,, Me too , I'm gonna visit my dad, but if you don't want to be alone you can visit Badboyhalo with me " Alex shaked his head ,,No no, It's just that i wanted to now if you guys are going to be home tomorrow" 

Karl and Sapnap looked at the shorter confused and Karl asked suspicious ,, Do you don't want us to be home?" Alex giggled and answered ,,No , don't worry babe" Karl and Sapnap didn't believed him , but they didn't asked. Nick looked at his phone and then said ,,I'm going to bed , i have to wake up early to go to dads house" 

He kissed karl and said ,,Good night darling" Then he kissed Alex and said ,,Good night princess" And then he went upstairs and went ot bad. 

Alex hated when they called him princess. he knows that they don't mean it bad , but it remembers him that he stills has to come out and he's scared that after that everything is going to end .With everything he means the relationship , but for him the two boys are everything . 

Karl put his arm around Alex's shoulder and asked ,,Aren't you going to bed? Sleep is important''Alex just shaked his head and replied ,,I'm not tired, but I can wake up late tomorrow. And you? I'm sure you have to wake up early to be right on time at Mr.Beast house''

Karl sighed while smiling ,, Yeah, your right . I probably should go to bed too. Good night darling ,don't go to late to bed '' He kissed his forehead and went to bed cuddling with Nick.

Alex opened the laptop in front of him and smiled when he saw the mail that his binders are going to come tomorrow . Then he saw a picture of him in a dress in his phone. That day he went with Nick and Karl on a date. They said the whole time that he looked really good and pretty.That made him uncomfortable, but he didn't said it because he don't wanted to ruin the date. 

He looked at his long hair and he knew what he had to do.He took some sissours and went straight to the bathroom.But before he checked if his lovers were sleeping and yes ,they were.

He looked disgusted at the mirror looking at his chest and his long hair that was in a bun.He opened it and just started cutting. He always was a fan of mullets so he thought why not just do it?And so he did . It wasn't a so noticeably one but it was one. And when he finished he took a shirt and put it so thight that he wasn't able to breath good. Then he put a hoodie over and looked at the mirror.When he saw himself he started crying.He chest was flat, even tho breathing was hard.And his face looked like a boy.One that was born as one. He was happy to see himself like that and he felt comfortable, more than he ever did. But after some time he got tired and changed into a other hoodie. He took a beanie and hide his hair in it ,so that when Nick and Karl get up they don't ask . He often hides his hair in a beanie so it wasn't something new.

He went to bed cuddling inbetween his lovers and just felt asleep fast.

When he woke up he was alone in the bed. He got up and looked if any of his boyfriend's were at home. But the house was empty. He looked at  his phone and saw that it was 1 pm, so he slept for a long time. He went to the living room and shocked when he saw a opened amazon package on the table. He went to the box and saw his binders. They were all around the box and a text was in the box. It was the bussnis card from the binder shops. But you were able to see that someone already took the paper and read it.

He paniced. He started crying and he didn't knew what to do. One of his lovers just opened his box and now know that he's trans.

Is he ever coming back? Will he tell the other and they're gonna kick him out together? Are they just never going to talk to him again? Are they gonna be like Schlatt after Quackity told him? Schlatt raped Quackity and abused him even more after he knew it. Schlatt said that it's just a stupied thought in his head. And Alex believed him, but now it's different. he isn't with him anymore and it wasn't just a thought.

He was crying on the floor got an hour thi king how he have to explain it when they come back  and he still didn't knew what to do, but then he remembered his best friend Wilbur. He called him and asked

,, Hey, when you found out that Fundy was Trans , how was the talk after that when you two talked all through? "

Wilbur sighed with a smile. He remember that day like it was just yesterday.

He was read a paper while cleaning the living room when Fundy was in school. On the paper was on
,, Hey, how should I tell my dad I'm Trans?"
And someone answered
,, Just tell him, I am sure he's going to accept you!" 

And so he found out. He answered Alex
,, Well, he first of all admit that he was Trans and I asked him his name that is Fundy and I told him that not matter what, I will always accept him and that he can talk with me about everything. I hugged him when he was crying and we just spend a father son day after that. "

,, Do you think Nick anf Karl will accept me just like you did?"

Wilbur giggled and respond,, They have to if they don't want me to kill them"
Alex laughed and smiled, happy to have such a good friend.

,, But now for real, I'm sure they're going to accept you. It's not like they don't like males. Don't worry about it. " Quackity looked at the floor and smiled,,  Thank you, Wil. That really means a lot to me." They talked for a while and after that Quackity just hang up. 

Quackity decided to calm down so he went to the kitchen and made him some food. He just waited. Waited for his partners to come home and talk. The first one who came home was Nick.

Alex ran to him and asked,, Did you opened my package? "

Sapnap looked confused but answered,, No, but Hello to you too babe" Nick kissed Alex softly.,, Ok, that means it was Karl. When he's here we have to talk. But first one thing....... Please don't hate me for that what I'm gonna tell you and Karl" Alex had tears in his eyes. Nick immediately hugged him and whispered in his ear ,, Shhh, don't worry. We would never hate you, no matter what it is. "

They waited together on the couch for Karl. Nick was confused what his small boyfriend ( for him girlfriend, well at least he thinks)  is so nervous about. He could perfektly see that Quackity was nervous.

And after two hours the door finally opened. Quackitys heart dropped for a moment. Karl entered the Living room looking at Alex at first. They had a weird eyes contact for a minute until Karl said,, Ehm.... I'm really really sorry for opening your package, I thought it may be a package I ordered" Alex just responded,, it's Ok but I think we have to talk. "

Karl just nodded and sat on the couch next to Sapnap. Alex sighed and started,, So, ehm..... I'm kinda nervous but I have to talk about it with you guys. In the package I ordered were some binders because I really hate my chest. A-and not just that. I hate being a female. " He took of his beanie ad showed them he short hair. He started crying and to tremble but he continued

,, I'm transgender. I would prefer to be called Alex than Alexa (his real name is Alexa, Let's just pretend). I understand if you guys want to break up with me or kick me out..... "

He looked at the floor crying, to nervous to look at the two boys in front of him. But then he suddenly felt two warm arms around him.

He was surprised and hugged Karl back. Karl whipped Alex tears away with his hands and said,, That's totally fine! I'm so happy that you told us and so proud! We still love you the same, no matter what." And Nick hugged him to and agreed ,,Yes , and we would never break up with you becaus eof something like that! That's totally normal!" 

Wilbur was right at the end . They aren't like Schlatt . They accept and support him ,no matter what. They love him , and that was never gonna stop. Or so Quackity thought at least.....





A/N: It can be that there is not gonna come so much because I'm in Spain visiting my family and I have to spend time with them . Sorry 

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