Help/SBI Adoption AU

Oh No/Chapter 4

A/N Niki is so pog!

I walked back into my room and sat down on the bed next to Tubbo, who was doing something on his phone. I felt a feeling in me, not a good one. Oh no. I felt tears prick my eyes as a panic attack rose. There was no way I could get away from everybody right now, that made me panic more.

"Hey Tomm- are you okay?" He asked as my breathing speeded up. I couldn't speak. He gently wrapped his arms around me. "W-what's happening?" he asked, very confused. "P-panic a-attack." I barely managed to say. "What? Why?" He pondered. I didn't respond. Instead I continued sobbing into the pillow.

"G-get Wil." I said after a few minutes of him hugging me. He quickly got up and exited the room to go get Wilbur. It felt like forever until he got here. He immediately rushed to me and picked me up in his arms after sitting down on the bed. He was quick to gently rock and hush me, rubbing comforting circles on my back. "Please leave Tubbo." Wilbur commanded.

Once I stopped crying so hard he asked me, "What happened?". "I don't k-know." I sniffed. "Hey, hey, that's okay. Wanna know a secret?" He asked me. "Sure." I answered. "I also used to have panic attacks for no reason. Trust me, it's better to ask for help instead of hiding." He told me. "Okay." I agreed, hugging him tightly. He hugged me back.

I woke up and noticed Tubbo was still asleep. Then I began to panic for the second time today. I felt so uncomfortable, my sides ached as I grabbed clean clothes and ran into the bathroom. I cleaned up the blood and changed into clean clothes after stuffing toilet paper into my boxers.

I was sobbing at this point. I had dealt with this so many times and everytime it sucked just as much. I dug around in the cupboard for pads but couldn't find any, what a surprise... I thought to myself sarcastically. Welp, there was only one thing to do now.

I knocked on Wilbur's door. It was soon opened and he noticed me crying and he looked sad. "Hey Wilbur? Do you have any uh female friends?" I asked him. "Why? What's up?" He questioned. "I don't have time to explain. Yes or no?" I said back. "Uh yeah, Niki." He responded, letting me into his room.

"Does she know about me?" I asked him. "Yeah." He answered. "Can I talk to her?" I asked, fidgeting with my sleeves. Wilbur pulled out his phone, clicked on a few things and handed it to me. I tapped my foot well I waited for her to pick up.

"Hello?" I heard a voice speak from the other side of the line. "Hey, Niki! This is Tommy, can you come over, like right now? Its an emergency." I asked her. "Uh sure. What happened? Is Wilbur okay?" she spoke, now concerned. I heard her shifting from the other side of the phone and a door open.

"He's okay. I just really need your help." I answered. What if she says no? What if she doesn't accept me? "Okay I'll be over in a minute. Bye!" She said, breaking me out of my thoughts. "Bye!" I said ending the call.

I sat down on the couch next to Wilbur after deciding not to wake Tubbo. I patiently wait for Niki. I heard a knock at the door and jumped up to answer it, "Niki! I need to talk to you." I said as Wilbur walked up behind us. "Alone?" she asked me. "Yeah." I sighed. Wilbur walked off. "Okay what's up?" She asked. "Look, I don't really have a lot of time to explain. But I need you to get me pads." I said, whispering the last part.

"Are you trans?" She asked me. "Yes. I called you because I feel uncomfortable talking to anybody else." I responded. "Okay, I'll be right back." She said stepping to leave the house. "And please don't tell anyone." I said. "Okay I won't she said, walking toward her house.

A/N hope you liked the twist of trans Tommy, I love that AU