Love and Hate

almost

recap*******
i judt sat there looking at thr broken girl ive damaged just for poularity and a few praises
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king pov
i finally got to the land i was talking about previously and its like my own little paradise i would never willingly leace this place thats how beautiful it is. all of a sudden my mom appeared she then told me these two words"be strong" then she said " he will change just give him some time" then she started to fade away and i tried to grab her but she was already gone.
i then started tofade in the darkness black dots cloating my vision
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some hours lateer i woke up in my body but my eyes were stil closed then i heard august

"i kniw that you might try and kick me to the curve but i wont let you becuase truth is king i-i-i-i like you no scratch that i love you im just afraid that you wont feel the same" said august with so much sadness and love. i finally had the strenth to open my eyes and mouth and speak "you know august i love you to i just didnt know if you felt the same way becuase of how much you picked on me" i said weakly.
"well i do feel the same way and i think i should probally get the nurse to tell her you are awake, be right back."
while august was gone i was thinking about what my mom said be strong and he will change just give him som time i couldnt help the fact that i felt like she was reffering to august the 2nd time. and maybe i will give hima a chance.
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in walked an old nurse that looke really caring she didnt talk much but all she did was check my head and told me to sit up so she could cheeck my heart rate and all thse types of neat things she smiled at me and went right out the door. "sooo i guess im okay what do you think mr.alsina." i said jokingly i stopped laughing seeing as he wasnt laughing but on the verge of tears as he was looking at you. "whats wrong?" i asked curiously

                "im so sorry king i didnt mean for this to happen it was all an acciedent now i feel so guilty becuase the doctor said that yourr eyes are going to be changing colors becuase something went wrong on your frontal lobe of your brain and knowing that i cuased this while your here just smiling and joking with me makes me feel so bad and horrible and now im here like a lil bitch crying and shit king i dont like this feeling at all" said august crying