1D smut book

harry - missed you

credits: kiwiangell1d (tumblr)
warnings: smut, dom/sub, spitting
word count: ~3k

I sat in the living room watching The Office. My close friend, Emma, had just left two hours ago after spending some time with me and eating dinner.

She's been there for me with everything I've been through. We've been friends ever since we were 6.

Suddenly my phone starts ringing, making me pat around the couch for the remote, quickly pausing the TV and grabbing my phone.

I look at my phone, the contact name 'Angel <3' popping up.

I click the green button placing the phone against my ear.

"Hi angel," I say into the phone.

Harry has been on tour for one month and it's been super hard on both of us. We would text each other every day just to check in but sometimes we were both super busy, giving us the chance to only text good morning and good night.

"B-Baby..." he chokes out, sounding like he was crying.

His tone immediately makes me sit up on the couch in fear, my brows furrowing. "Hey," I say in a soft tone, "Everything okay?"

I hear him take a deep breath from the other line, attempting to calm himself. "I miss you." His voice sounds broken like he's trying everything to not break down. "I can't do this... I need you, angel."

His tone makes my heart drop, it kills me hearing him like this knowing I can't do anything at this exact moment.

"Alright— baby— just take a deep breath for me, okay? I miss you just as much and I wish I could see you but this is what we have to work with for now, my love.."

I know there was no way in hell Harry and I would be able to stay away from each other for that long so I had already been thinking about getting a flight and going to surprise him.

I could practically see him shaking his head. "This won't work. I m-may sound clingy but I can't...fuck... I feel like I'm dying from not being with you."

"I understand, baby but look— we might not be able to see each other right now but I'm right here, angel. Get your mind off of it love. Stop crying for me please," I try to calm him, attempting to make him distract himself.

I hear him let out shaky deep breaths, the feeling flowing through my body making me upset I'm not there to hug him but I'm trying my best.

I can hear his breathing steady now, signaling he's not crying anymore.

"How was your day, my love?" I ask as I turn off the TV and stand up from the couch.

"Good, I guess.. you?"

"Mine was great, I hung out with Emma today," I say as I walk into our bedroom, turning on the lamp and walking into the bathroom, putting Harry on speaker.

"Mm, what'd you guys do?" He asks and I can hear him sit down on a bed.

I took my contacts out, putting my glasses on quickly. I grab my phone off the counter "nothing really, just talked and ate dinner."

He hums into the phone and I can still sense he was upset.

I can't really keep up with the time difference in Florida, that's where he's currently at and he'll be there for a little while. Maybe he just needs to get a little bit of rest, most of his nights he stays up late talking to me.

It's late over here in Los Angeles, 11:32 pm to be exact. "What time is it over there?"

"2:32 am," he answers casually.