"Please keep your belts fastened at all times..." the flight attendant rambled on while I zoned out. I've been doing that alot lately ever since the incident.
"Take of will be in 2 minutes."
Sighing I glanced at mom on my left, I could see a glaze of tears in her eyes, but I knew she was too strong to let them fall. Setting my headphones on my head, and blasting Ed Sheeran, I drifted off.
Going to England is a huge move from the States. For starters I have this hole in my heart now, but I can't let anyone know off it. Im gonna have to stay strong and keep my wall up, no ones getting into me (that sounds so wrong), im too fragile.
Secondly, I have no idea what the area where we are going to live in is like. For all I know it could be full of filthy rats or rich ass brats. Mom has rented a cottage styled house, it quite big for a cottage though. According to her it is two stories high and has an attack. Mom said I can have the attack for my room. Hopefully it has a nice view, I wouldn't want to be staring at some random as they take a shower on the street.
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"Rainne, honey, HONEY!!"
"Wow what!!??" I screeched waking up in ninja mode. My mom burst out laughing.
"We've landed, we are here."
"Ohhhh" I chuckled sheepishly.
We exited the plane and grabbed all of our laguage. Walking out of the airport I felt a rush of cold air hit my face and instantly my teeth started chattering.
"M..m..mommm ... I..I..itsss collllld"
"I noticed"
Wow what's got her in this mood?
We took a cab to where our new home was going to be. Its weird saying new home, its as if we aren't really going to stay here but we are just on holiday. I can tell for one thing that I am glad Im not calling back in the States home anymore. It just doesn't seem right that we have a new home. We shouldn't have been forced to start over, mom and I.
I miss dad, but nit who he became. I miss the dad I knew a few years ago. The one who would laugh at my stupid remarks abd take me to the fair. And would hold me tight on the fairess wheel when I was leaning over the edge, because he feared of me falling if he let go.
Well Dad, I fell, I fell hard, because you let go.
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Okay, hiiii so ive decided to try an write this story im not sure if it will worm out but please comment and add ur opinion.
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Rizzo
