Meeting Myself

Chapter 1

#Shanaya's Diary

#November 12, 2013.

"Shshsh,It's alright baby.Calm down!Relax! Deep Breathing!",stated Emma,by Best Friend. I kind of wanted to have a life like her..Being a Dark girl,having a well scupted body,the favourite of teachers and Celebrity Chef.She represented USA at London and Won the show.She was a celebrity star. She was trying to shush me as I was capable of creating an entire river of tears, my personification of what I felt at that moment."Oh Geez!you look like crap Shanaya!Please stop crying and tell us what happened! You are making us worried!"said JD,Emma's boyfriend and my best friend. Emma and JD have been dating for more than a year where I played the role of Cupid in their Love Story. "I..I..I don't know how to tell you people",I said stammering. "Ok,Here I go..It's been four months and I am Extremely Fed up! I cannot take this more! I want to end my life right now!" I shouted not caring what people might think as Tears cascaded down my cheeks in one single breath."Ok Chill,now tell me..Fed up of what Shanaya?",question Emma,tucking back a strand of Black hair behind my ear and where it had got stuck in my Diamond hoops,a gift from my Billionaire dad on my sixteenth birthday and also for scoring an A+."I am fed up of Being called as Fat! I am fed up of serving people as a laughing material for their fucking entertainment! I am fed up of not looking good at all and hardly fitting into clothes! I am fed up of being advised to loose o do justice to my beautiful face and perfect torso!"I opened up finally..answering Emma's question."Calm down" said JD pulling me into a bear hug. And right after that my body shuts down and I fall.

# November 13, 2013.

Next I assume after letting a ray of light enter my eye is that I am in my bedroom. I gather all energy left in me as I was on crash dieting since two days for looking "good". I hear voices from my hall and drag myself there. My father hears my footsteps and acknowledges my presence."Oh Shanaya Baby! Your Mother and I are so Sorry! Emma and JD came yesterday to talk about you.So get ready because we are heading to the gym! Let's see who has enough cheek to make fun of you! I will make sure you look Drop dead Gorgeous Honey! You have fifteen minutes to get ready and your time starts "Now!" "Wait What? Fifteen minutes? Gym? Emma? JD?" I spoke making a funny face to understand the entire situation. But I was late. My father, mother and I were hitting road in our Brand New Mercedes towards gym where our personal trainer Cody was waiting. I was shocked firstly with everything happening at an ultra fast speed. But thats the advantage of being the daughter of a Billionaire. Everything within your reach in a matter of seconds.