Unexpected love || on hold

❥❤Chapter 11❤❥

Chapter 11

Youngji’s P.O.V

As I slowly opened my eyes, I felt dizzy, weird and… surpisingly happy… to see Jackson by my side looking at me.. But today he was looking at me in a different way. He looked worried. His eyes were not the eye’s I fell in love with.

 I tried to think what happened..
The only thing i remembered was me infront of Jackson's home crying..
I tried thinking and thinking.
And I finally remembered the article incident. Of course I was unhappy because of that.. But I didn’t want my relationship with Jackson to break because of that.. 

“youngji.. you awake?” said Jackson placing his hand on my forehead.
“yes. I’m awake.”

I slowly sat up, I didn’t have a lot of strength so Jackson had to help me. While I sat up, I looked around. This place wasn’t familiar.. It wasn’t my home, It wasn’t Jackson’s home.. It was the hospital..

“JACKSON… Where the hell am I?” I said panicking a bit.
I looked at my hand and saw some lingers.
I knew exactly what happened..
‘I thought Jackson was supposed to go to inkigayo right now..’ I thought
"What happened..” I said
“You fainted yesterday.. And I’m so sorry.. Its all my fault.. It’s all my fault for making you sick, It’s all my fault for making you hear that article, and it’s all my fault for being a bad boyfriend” said Jackson weakly.. It sounded like he was whispering.

“I mean.. What happened to you..? Aren’t you supposed to go to inkigayo?”
“ugh.. I don’t know..”
Jackson slowly leaned on the table and put his head down on his arm.
I wanted to touch his smooth hair and comfort him, But it wasn’t the right thing to do.. We had to work this out..

“What happened to the article?” I asked
“I told PD nim to tell them we are just good friends..”
“That’s good.. But did they write another article?”
“yes… About You and I being friends.. Not a couple..”

From that sentence ‘Not a couple’ I could feel my butterflies in my stomach flipping.
It sounded like we were not a couple anymore. It felt like we were going to a stage of breaking up. And I do not want that to happen. Jackson was the only boy who I deeply fell in love with. He seemed familiar from the start. He was always there for me when I was hurt, miserable.. He also came to my mother’s coffee shop and made coffee with me..

I finally made my mind straight and thought back to the article.
“So.. Did they delete that article?”
“yes..”

I didn’t like how Jackson replied with short answers. It made everything awkward.
“I have to go now Youngji.. Take care..” said Jackson.
He sounded so sad.. I really wanted to hug him right now and make him stop from leaving..
But it wasn’t the great time to do that..
I had to make him leave..

"Goodbye..” I said looking at Jackson’s back view

Jackson stopped for a while.
I expected him to say “bye” back but he just left..


No one’s P.O.V
*GOT7’s inkigayo waiting room.

“KAWI BAWI BO!” shouted GOT7 all together
“HAHA! MARK HYUNG! YOU LOST!” shouted jr
“yah.. jinyoungah! Your gonna lose the next round” said mark pinching jr’s cheek.

‘KAWI BAWI BO!” shouted GOT7.
“LOL. I was right! Jr come here” said mark grabbing jr’s neck and pulling him in the sofa pretending to punch him.

“KAWI BA…. Jackson..” said JB tapping mark on the shoulder 
“hey..” said Jackson without any strength..
“you wanna play kawi bawi bo?” said Bam Bam innocently

“no thanks… I have to put on makeup anyways..” said Jackson going to the make up table.

While Jackson was getting his makeup done, the GOT7 members were looking at Jackson’s miserable back.

“Are you sure PD nim is going to make Youngji noona go out of the A team trainee group?” said bambam whispering.
“How would I know.. I’m not PD nim.. just because I have the same name as him doesn’t mean I am him bambam..” said Jr annoyed
“What if Youngji goes..” said mark looking at jr
“I SAID I’M NOT PD NIM!..” Jr shouted a bit.
“sssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh” said all of the members to jr.
“oh. Oops” said jr covering his mouth with both of his hands..

“Guys attention please.” Said one of the GOT7 manager
“we are going to shoot the real got7 season 2, so act normal and do your thing to your angle ok?”
“oh. Ok..” said all the GOT7 members.

Jackson’s P.O.V

“oh. Ok..” said all of my members.

I didn’t feel like doing anything.
I felt depressed.. sad..

I got my phone out and opened the chat with Youngji.
I wanted to say hi.. But I just couldn’t press the send button. It felt like someone was pulling my finger.

“hahahah!!!” laughed all the GOT7 members.
‘I wish I could laugh with them..’ I thought.

I looked at Youngji’s status
‘no matter what happens to you, I will always stay by your side forever’ updated a minute ago
I pressed on her profile picture. It was her and the Olaf toy I bought her.
I couldn’t help it.. I wanted to call my baby..

I went up to my members
“I’m going to the toilet ok?” I said without and expression
“lol. Jackson hyung is so random. He suddenly comes and says he needs to go to toilet! xDDD” said Youngjae
“if we do a rehearsal, say that I’m at the toilet” I said with a awkward smile.
I didn’t want the IGOT7’s to feel suspicious because they are shooting the real got7 season 2 thing.

As I came out of the waiting room, I opened my phone and called Youngji.”

“ beep. Currently  ‘My baby Youngji''phone is off. Please call ‘My baby Youngji’ later. Thank you”

I froze.
This never happened in my life..
Youngji would always answer my calls.
Did something happen to my Youngji?
I have to go to the hospital.. NOW..

Youngji’s P.O.V

Flashback

“Goodbye..” I said looking at Jackson’s back view
After Jackson left my hospital room
I slowly leaned back and got my phone. I felt like changing my status.
I thought of every romantic quote I heard from Jackson.
‘oh ya!’ I thought in my mind
‘no matter what happens to you, I will always stay by your side forever’ I typed in.
Jackson would always tell me this when I leaned on his shoulder.

While I was looking at my twitter someone opened the door.
It was JYP

“oh my gosh.. Hello JYP..” I said nervously fixing my hair.
“Hi Youngji. Heard the news from GOT7 that you were in the hospital.”

JYP sat on the seat Jackson was sitting before.
“It looks like Jackson came here a while ago..”
“uh.. Yea… But we are just totally friends.”
“I know… uh..  This might sound really mean and bad but.. I think you should leave team A..”
 
I froze.. I didn’t know what to say. Did he just tell me to leave? Team A? JYP trainee group?.
I tried to say something but I just couldn’t.
It felt like something was stuck in my throat.

“you.. you mean..  leave..  jy..jyp entertainment?” I said hesisitating.
“Yes.. I think it would be good for you and Jackson.”
I could feel my tears rushing in my eyeball. But I had to fight those tears
“Instead.. I have another place you can go.. There is a project in DSP called kara project”
JYP gave me a card.

“I think you should go there and give it a try. Because you are a very talented singer and a dancer. I feel very bad for not having you here in JYP entertainment.”
“i.. I can work really hard in JYP ent..” I said until JYP interrupted.
“I said it is good for you and Jackson…”
“But.. I’m not dating Jackson. We are just really clos”
“It doesn’t look like you guys are best friends..” said JYP showing a picture of me and Jackson kissing.

“Now... Have some rest and call me. I would love to know if you passed the audition.” Said JYP walking towards the door.
“Take care Youngji. And fighting!” said JYP


No one’s P.O.V

Youngji was staring blankly at the last spot JYP was standing. She could feel her heavy tears dripping down her cheeks, making her hospital cloth wet. She didn’t care if her eyeballs fell out.
She was miserable. She wanted to die at this moment.
While she was crying she heard her phone ring.
It was Jackson.

She was looking at the picture she put for Jackson.
She could see her loving and handsome boyfriend, smiling like a angel.
She really wanted to press the ‘answer’ button. She wanted to tell Jackson what JYP told her.
But she suddenly heard a voice
‘It’s good for you and Jackson’

She quickly pressed ‘ignore’ changed ‘My sweetheart’ to ‘Jackson’
As soon as she changed it, she threw her phone and cried.
This was the first time in her life to cry this much.

‘I am never going to forgive myself’ She thought

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Hey guys!
 OMG.. I wrote such a sad story today..
I almost cried from what I wrote >.<

If you read my story, It is quite similar with Jackson and Youngji’s real story.
Because Youngji was once a trainee in a company
And she failed or something
And went to baby Kara ( R.I.P Sojin :’( )
And you remember real got7 season 2 episode 8?
I thought of that scene where got7 were teasing bambam from his accent
And Jackson suddenly came in
And said that he needed to go to the toilet.
Imagine if Jackson really went to the toilet to called Youngji!

KYAAA. MY FEELS! >.<

Did you guys watch Dream high?
I also thought of the scene
Where IU was in the hospital while Wooyoung was looking after her.
I’m also a WOOU shipper here!!

Anyways..
Do you guys think Jackson and Youngji would give up on their relationship?
Or will they still become a couple?
Well.. you will have to see
from reading my ff xD


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Sorry if I have any spelling/grammar errors L
See you next Saturday and Sunday!!
BYE xoxo