(Oda x Dazai) You Make Me Want To Live

Chapter 10: Taking too long

⚠️slight NSFW Warning⚠️

Dazai POV-

I was too fixated on Oda's touching to notice the room change. He backs me up against the bed and puts his hand behind my head to gently rest me against the bedroom sheets. I tug onto the collar of his shirt, drawing him closer.
Odasaku is more smooth than I am. I just do whatever I feel like works.
Oda clumsily takes his jacket and shirt off while I'm carelessly closing off distance. He starts to unwrap some of my bandages as I continue to kiss him. I figured he would eventually give in. As usual, my predictions were correct. Oda's hand travels down to my pants but I didn't want to jump to extremes just yet. I bite his lower lip to allow myself to enter and explore his mouth. Odasaku didn't have much of a reaction, he just let me continue. I look at him and notice that even though his face was expressionless, I knew he was enjoying it.
Oda begins to slightly press his hand down against my groin causing me to whine under my breath. He took that as an opportunity to dominate me in my tongue battle. I run my fingers through his hair and openly allow him to inspect every inch of my mouth.
I was distracted again until Odasaku pulls away, making me gasp for air, so that he could kiss down my bare body. He stops midway down my stomach to glide his hands to tug at my pants.

"Is this alright?" Oda slowly pulls the fabric down as I stare into his concentrated eyes. I can't help but giggle at him.

"Perhaps I didn't make it clear enough to you."
I quickly place a small kiss to his lips.
"It'll be okay. I'm putting my trust in you." I give him a goofy thumbs up to try and reassure him.
Oda sighs before moving his head to my collarbone while he fidgets with the fly of my pants. I can feel his tongue press against my neck while he sucks on the sensitive skin. I shift in place because of the uncomfortable yet pleasurable feeling. Odasaku stops for a brief second but stays in the same position.

"Make sure to tell me what you like."
He palms at my erection which causes me to jump making Oda quickly pull his hand away apologetically.
"Sorry."
I huff at him with annoyance signaling that I was fine. I quite enjoyed it actually. I can tell that he was still concerned so he tries stalling by kissing me once again. I was becoming more desperate because I was getting very impatient. The worst part is, I can't tell if Oda is doing this on purpose or if he was seriously trying to give himself mental support and courage. Whichever one it is, I can't help but get greedy.

He was taking way too long.