Losing Her

02

[harassment, discrimination]

Blue skies are always there, so is pain and grief.

Nakaupo ako ngayon habang hinihintay ang kasama kong nagorder. Nakatitig lang ako sa bughaw na langit. Weird, I used to like color Blue but as the time passes I'd like Red more.
Red represents blood and pain.

"Is that your real eyes? It looks fake though."
Sabi ng classmate ko habang tinititigan niya ako ng malapitan.

"Just go to your seat Clark" Tyler Said.

He look at me and smile " It's fine, don't be afraid" he assured me. I just gave him a small smile.

That Clark guy has been eyeing me since this morning. I really had a bad feeling about this.

"Tomorrow i won't attend your any of  classes because I will be gone for 2 weeks, therefore, please open your book on page 170 until 201. That will be your task for 2 weeks until then it's self study. Are we clear on that?" After that the bell rings, a sign it's time to go home.

Tapos ko nang ayusin ang aking bag at mga libro ng biglang may humila sakin at pinunta ako sa pinakalikod ng building naman. Wala sila Ashley at Tyler dahil may club meeting sila.

That Clark guy again, he's holding a pointed ballpen while looking at me.

Habang hawak ako ng mga kasama niya lumapit siya sakin. "You really have a nice body huh?" Sinubukan niya akong hawakan pero umiwas ako kaya nainis siya. Hinawakan niya ang mukha ko at itinutok ang pointed ballpen sa mga mata ako. "
Be a good girl as i touch your body", again umiwas ako. I'm scared but I need to be strong.

He scoffed at me while he stare at my eyes, ano bang problema niyo sa mata ko? "Maybe there's a marble in there" Itinaas na niya ang kamay niyang may hawak na pointed ballpen para itarak sa mga mata ko pero wala akong naramdaman. Wala tumama.

Pagkabukas ko ng mata ko nakita ko ang kakambal ko na sinalag ang kaniya niya, sina tyler, ashley kasama ang adviser namin. Nagalit ang teacher namin dahil sa pambubully sakin, pero hindi na ito pinaabot sa principal dahil malaki ang nacontribute ng pamily nila clark sa paaralan na ito, kaya malaking kahihiyan iyon at wala rin kaming laban dahil mga scholars lang kami.

As the teacher finished talking, clark keeps on glaring at me but i just rolled my eyes on him. When we got dismissed, he stops in front of me "next time i won't let you off the hook, I'll poke that precious eyes of yours".

"Maria......"

"Maria......."

"Hey, Maria.....", Someone's shaking me. I glare at him. But that also soften me I look into his green emerald eyes... I looks peaceful there.

"What were you saying?" I said as I avoided his gaze. I can feel my cheeks burning from embarrassment. I mean, i just stared at his eyes for more than a minute.

"Are you okay? Kanina pa kita tinatawag pero hindi moko pinapansin, ang lalim ng iniisip mo." He said, napasapo nalang ako sa mukha ko.

"Sorry, may naalala lang ako." Sabi ko, he just nodded and gave me Java Chip Frappuccino and some cakes and banana bread. Before i took a bite, I thank him, and give him a smile.

Tahimik lang kaming kumaing dalawa hanggang sa matapos kami at  tsaka nalang niya binasag ang katahimikan.

"Are you okay now?" Maingat niyang tanong sakin.

"Yes, i'm fine now", gave him a smile.

"That's great, then let's go? Hatid na kita sa condo mo?" He asked me.

Hinila ko yung laylayan ng shirt niya, gave him a threatening look, "bakit alam mong nakatira ako sa condo?" Tanong ko.

"Ngayon alam ko nang nakatira ka sa condo, tara halika ihahatid na kita" sabay kindat sakin. Damn, he got me there. He said I'll wait here kukunin lang raw niya yung kotse niya.

I sigh again as i saw his car. Lamborghini. Gusto ko na sanang iwasan siya kaso lumabas siya ng sasakyan niya at pilit akong pinasakay. Nagtataka nako sa lalaking ito.

Pagkasakay niya ng kotse niya, tinitigan ko siya ng masama, and he look at me like he's an innocent child. "What? What did i do? Ihahatid lang kita ok? Wala akong gagawing masama sayo." Sabi niya.

I crossed my arms and look in front, " you're unbelievable,you only ask for my number but here i am sitting in your car. You could also just ask for my home address you know, kesa pachansing chansing ka dyan", i rolled my eyes.

"After this i want to see you again", he said as he swiftly rotated the steering whell with one hand. Ang isang kamay ay nakapatong sa gear.

I raised an eyebrom, "Well, I don't to see you again after this", I said to him. He seemed shock. I don't have the time for fooling around kailangan kong magtrabaho, may maliit pa akong kapatid na inaalagaan.

"That's a first, no ine as ever rejected my offer" he said.

"Mr. Do you think you can ask a 16 year old kid, to have a date with you?" I asked him, parang hindi siya aware na underage pa ako, well. I kinda looked matured though.

He just chuckled, and ask where is my address, nilagay ko yung sa gps map ng car niya.

As i put my address, he faced me "are you serious when you said your only 16? " Bingo, knowing this kind of guy he only wants one thing. And that's sex.

I smiled at him, "Yes, I am only 16 years old, so please spare me from your sexual frustration or else you'll end up in jail." He sighs as he drive again. I had a snuggle smile on my face.

When we arrive akala ko makakatakas na ako pero mabilis niyang hinawakan ang kamay ko bago pa ako makababa.

"You're forgetting something" he said, kinuha niya ang phone niya sa buksa niya at binigay sakin para mailagay ko ang number ko.

"You're quite persistent huh?" I said to him.

"They said a 16 year old and 18 year old can date, but only to that point. Wala nang iba ang illegal kung gagawa ng ibang bagay kagaya ng nasa isip mo." Pinitik niya ang noo ko.  "I don't want to end up in jail so, let's just hangout for now." He said.

Ang kulit, napakamot nalang ako sa ulo ko, " I don't have time to hangout ok? May part-time job ako at marami akong ginagawa. I said to him.

"Then let's hangout if you have time " He looked at me straight into my eyes, putek naman bakit hindi ako makatanggi. I nodded. Bobo naman.

He smiled at me, "if your thinking that I only need you for my sexual needs then you got it all wrong, baby."

I was caught off guard, why would he suddenly call me baby? I glare at him, I wanna curse him so bad.

Kinuha ko ang Phone niya, nilagay ko ang Contact Number ko, saka ibinalik ang Phone niya. Tumalikod ako para hindi nita makita ang namumula kong pisnge.

Bago ako makababa sa kotse niya papunta sa building kung nasaan ang condo ko "bago moko itext o tawagan siguraduhin mo munang magpapakilala or else you'll rut in my blocklist. He nodded.

Nakikita ko siya sa kotse niya pero hindi pa siya umalis. I just shrug it off at pumasok sa elevator.

Habang nasa loob na siya ng kotse niya nakita niyang may naiwang Bracelet sa upuan.

He picked it up as he look closely at the bracelet. He smiled again before putting it inside his backpack.

"Well, I guess i have an excuse to see you again."