quiet // taeyong ff

20

"hello!"

it's him

with his bright happy voice, but yet a tired one to

his hair is messy, strands of hair thrown around

his large eyes had small shadows highlighting them but yet his beautiful glossy eyes stayed the same

which left a relaxing feeling inside

but then

yesterday

i remember it so well

so i looked up at him, gathering up my confidence to look him in the eye, "hello,"

a plain voice,

his lips painted a small frown before, "are you okay?" he asked

"yeah," i shortly said, now walking away from him

i cant

when i look at him

i just remember yesterday, and i don't want to see him like that

but, i'm being slightly dramatic, but i can't help it , he's my first friend, my first boyfriend, the first person you cared about me apart from my mom.

i cant help it

i suddenly felt two warm hands softly hold onto my shoulders, forcing me to look up at him once again

"taeyong it's no-,"

"what it about yesterday?" he questioned, my voice suddenly fell, i cant speak, he knows to well.

"i just don't like-"

"because it didn't mean to come out, i mean i'm sure that it's not true, i don't love you , well that sounds mean now that i say it but yeah, i'm sorry if i scared you, i didn't mean to i mean i usually say i love you to my friends as a way to say bye but i guess with you it's slightly different,"

words and words kept spilling from, echoing in my brain,

but all i got from that

is

i don't love you