Everyone only sees my smile,
The smile that is never genuine,
But crooked and fake.
No sees through what I say,
Or what I do.
I must be an amazing actress,
Because no one can see through my fake smile.
No one sees through my fake smile.
Everyone takes my lies as truth,
And everyone takes me for granted.
No one knows what I am feeling;
No one knows that I am freaking out,
Because no one sees through my fake smile.
People only know my fake smile,
The only thing I know is how to be invisible.
What if I were to leave?
Would anyone know I was gone?
Would anything change in the world?
I want to leave.
I will leave.
No one cares about me,
They only see my fake smile.
My fake smile is gone.
I am gone.I was right
People only saw the outside,
That's still all they see.
They don't know what happened.
They don't know what broke me,
They just know I broke.
They finally see through my fake smile;
They just discovered, 'Finally', is too late.
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PoetryDepression hits you like an earthquake. It is devastating and you never really know when it is going to happen. For about 2 1/2 years I have been depressed off and on. I have been near suicide even occasionally. Writing Poems has actually helped me...