I wonder what it would be like to leave.
I am by myself.
There is no one here who sees who I am.
No one who understands me.
Everyone puts me off as a mistake.
I am never myself,
Always what other people want.
The perfect daughter,
The perfect sister,
The perfect student.
But, I am never good enough,
And I never will be.
No one wants me to be me, but their version of me.
They all take me for granted and rule my life.
I wonder what it would be like if I leave...
I wonder what it would be like to leave...permanently
To never exsit on the earth anymore.
To never see or talk to anyone.
Would anyone miss me?
Would anyone miss school,
or cry for weeks?
Would my so-called "friends" miss me?
I don't think so.
So, tomorrow, I shall leave.
And I am never coming back.
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PoezjaDepression hits you like an earthquake. It is devastating and you never really know when it is going to happen. For about 2 1/2 years I have been depressed off and on. I have been near suicide even occasionally. Writing Poems has actually helped me...
