Library of Imagines

Death By A Thousand Cuts/N.R

You hauled one last box out to your car.Looking back at the semi decent apartment building looking up to see natasha looking at you out of the window making a tear roll down your cheek.

You got in the car and drove to the only place you could go.

You pulled around the drive way and parked on the side.Face stained by tears you just grabbed a duffel bag and walked to your old bedroom.

You passed steve on the way down the hall.

Throwing the bag on the floor next to your bed you flopped down on it and opened your phone to twitter.

@Random/user: Ya'll I just saw Y/N crying walking out of an apartment building..#Wtf #whatshappening
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@R/U: I dont think you should post this..its their personal business :/.

This tweet made you cry even more,You eventually fell asleep.

You woke up to light taps on your door "Steve told me you were back,Lady Y/N" You recognized the voice belonging to thor.

"Hey,Come in"You said sitting up and wiping your eyes. He walked in and day on your bed.

"What happened? I walked past your room last night and heard you crying" you displayed a lopsided frown

"I'm okay..I was watching a romcom and it was a little sad " you lied he saw that "okay..I'll be in the sitting room with lady natasha~" Your eyes stung and you face planted into your pillow staining it with tears

"I'll show my self out.." you felt a weight being taken off the bed and then heard the door squeak closed

Around an hour later another knock quaked on your door "I'm busy" you weren't

"No your not" Natasha's voice was heard behind the door as she opened it you teleported into your car

You laid your head on the steering wheel and drove around her car and out of the compound area

You knew you needed to eat and decided on Chick-fil-A.

You ordered a chicken sandwich and a strawberry frosted lemonade.

You pulled into a nearby Walmart parking lot and started eating,After you finished you went inside because you realized you left your toothbrush at your old house.

You walked inside and a group of kids around 13 years old walked up to you "Can we have a picture?" They asked enthusiasticly "sure you smiled" even though you looked like the aftermath of hurricane Katrina.

You walked out of Walmart to see Natasha standing by your car  "shit" you mumbled and called and Uber by the time you got to the gates of the compound you had 2 missed calls one from Steve and one from nat

--4 weeks later--

You were slowly getting over her but any mention of her name made you tear up,The reason to this was because your found out from Twitter that Natasha and Steve got together Some best friend  is what you said when you found out.

You saw Steve leave multiple times throughout the weeks most likely to go on dates.

The day of your anniversary was the worst you had Wanda to accompany you but nothing helped.

She came in that day and as you walked out of your door to the kitchen you passed Steves room and saw a sock on the door

You started to cry right there and you heard shuffling on the other side on the door and you teleported back to your room as fast as you could.

When you got back you saw Wanda sitting on your bed so you rand to lock the door and back to her to cry in her lap while break up songs were playing

"You do know these don't help" you turned over and laughed "It helped me though"

"With what you've only dated one guy and you never broke up?" You giggled "No,we broke up for 2 hours" she shrugged

"okay" you rolled over and turned on The Wrong Missy (Actually watching this while writing) you laughed so much your stomach was hurting

A knock rang through your room "Yeah?" You yelled "Y/N I need to talk to you" Her voice was muffled because of the door

"Im busy" this time you actually were around "Your just watching a movie" when she said that your head snapped to the vent to see a phone light

"Go away Clint" the light turned off  "Jesus"

"Steve and I aren't actually dating" you were interested now "what do you mean?"

"I asked him to try and make you jealous because I thought you and Wanda were dating" she sighed

You gestured for Wanda to leave and she walked into the bathroom "I still love you I just couldn't let you keep doing that to yourself" You sighed

--An hour before the break up--

You unlocked the door to your apartment and opened the door to see natasha passed out on the floor with a vodka bottle next to her.Your heart ached with anger and you went to wake her up she was clearly drunk.You were tired of coming home to see her like this it was tiring and you told her so many times to stop drinking so much "I can stop anytime I want" is all she said everytime you wrote a note and started packing your stuff  but before leaving you kissed her forehead

"I love you too and the "dates" Steve and I have been going on was just us going to therapy" you smiled radiantly and opened the door pulling her in for a kiss

You were finally back with her and nothing could tear you apart again

This was an idea from -H0STAGE her books are awesome I would recommend 10/10 :)

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