▫One last time..▫

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"People with the prettiest eyes, have cried the most tears.."

The past once again ran unto him, he screamed until it dissapears, if only this life wasnt that hard, he said. At this point mostly some person would take his own life, but Natsu can't, no matter how bad or fucked up his situation is life goes on, get used to it. 

'I shouldnt be crying all over, the past is the past, I must accept what happened before. I cant change anything. There's nothing I can do.' 

Natsu looked at his left wrist, still waiting for a sign of his soulmate, it was slowly appearing but it was blurred, this gave him a little exitement. He headed to his bed heaving a deep sigh while slowly closing his eyes.

Natsu was awoken by the sun rise upon the room, he sat upstraight, and grabbed his phone willing to see what time it is, '7:21' it showed. He stared at the ceiling for a minute or so, and decided to tidy the bed and make a coffee for today.

*AN HOUR LATER*

His mind was filled about what happened yesterday, he haven't been able to contact the rich woman and the old man about the progress of his work, is it because of the 'young master' who drank many pills to die? Natsu scoffed,

"pathetic."

 He said. After his short breakfast, he wore a fine white shirt, a beige sweater and came outside.

It wasn't that sunny and wasn't that cloudly, the weather is fine to say in a simpler way. Natsu walked up to the shore and through the sea waters,

 'if only one day..I can see you once again...If only I didnt let go of you...in another life...we'll soon meet...again...'

He stood upon the white sand, while the waves were washing his slippers, the wind was strong, Natsu stared at the sea, seeing the light waters to become a deep and dark ocean, it was scary, everywhere he goes memories still overcome him, no matter how fun, or crazy the things occuring, there's still memories that kept luring him. 'Why can't I forget.' Those words swallowed him. 

He stared at the sea waters silently, looking upon those common yet rare colors reminds him of something, but to this he ignored it and felt sorry for him acting such a rude person to a guy whose depressed and in agony,"if only I could've comfort him so he can't experience how this life sucks", Natsu said in a regretful tone, but still gave a smile, remembering how Hinode can still smile towards other people even though experiencing such a depressing life, "but the very first time I saw him.." Natsu began. "The feeling came, I wasn't supposed to feel if again, but somehow, to him I..." He stopped.

And sat upon the nearby bench,"I should've ran to him that day, I feel like Im the pathetic one.." Natsu said while letting out a small grin.

*FEW DAYS LATER*

Its been a week and suddenly, Natsu's phone rang, he was awoken and looked at the clock, it was 4:43 in the morning, but in anyways he still answered it.

"H-hello?.." 

Natsu asked.

"Its me, d-do you recognize my voice..?"

Asked the person from the other line.