DISCLAIMER: SADLY I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT STEPHANIE MEYER OWNS EVERYTHING!!
Chapter 2.
RENESMEES POV
I conceal a gasp, I Renesmee Carlie Cullen have a crush on Jacob Black, " No, no, no!" I think, "that's sick he's basically your brother!" "Stop thinking in your head! Mind reading father! Remember!?" I stop my train of thought a trick I've mastered over the years. Alice's eyes go that blank way, the way that they go when she sees the future. Her head shoots round to me, she raises a perfectly plucked eyebrow, "Ness are you ok? You look pale, even for you." I take a deep steadying breath and I shoot her the best smile I can manage, " yep! Never been better!" I say enthusiastically. She just looks at me, shakes her head as If shes shaking of a thought and turns her attention back to Mum, who is staring at Jake, then Me, then back to Jake. I gulp "does she know?" I ask myself. Alice starts to talk to Mum again.
"Hey Ness, you hungry?" Jake asks, smiling at me.
I blush. "Get a grip" I mentally scream to myself.
"Er, no, Not really," I say not meeting his eyes.
"Aw, ok, I'm gonna head back to the Rez, get some clean clothes, plus Blondie's really getting on my nerves, I think my IQ is dropping just from being in the same vicinity as her."
I hear a menacing snarl comes from the Garage.
I stifle a laugh, failing and giggling like an idiot.
He smirks at me, "K, well I'm off, I'll be back later, Bye Bells," he smiles looking at Mum.
" See ya Jake!" Mum grins,
"Bye everyone!" Jake says at a normal volume, knowing everyone can hear him.
" Bye Blondie! " He directs to Aunt Rose, when there's no response her grins triumphantly, turns and leaves.
I sigh when he's gone. Both Mum and Aunt Alice glare at me, Dad emerges from the kitchen. He looks angry, in fact furious, and he's staring at me. He's heard my thoughts. Crap. I quickly start thinking off non Jacob related things " We are never ever getting back together...ugh hate that song," "The capital of Scotland is Edinburgh," "There are just five regular polyhedra." Dads expression changes staring at Mum. "Bella stop blocking her," Dad grumbles
"Edward enough with the mind digging, give her some privacy!" Mum snaps back. Good. I visibly relax.
Dad opens his mouth to say something when Alice buts in, beaming at me.
"Wow Ness! I love your jeans! And your top!" "At least someone's got some fashion sense!" She exclaims eyeing Mums casual attire.
Mum and Dad are still glaring at each other.
Alice gets to her feet gracefully and glides over to Dad. "I wanna hunt, come with?" She asks sweetly, "You know your just going to come anyway, so lets save ourselves an argument and just come with?" She continues.
Dad rolls his eyes, as Alice half drags him out the door.
When there gone, Mum smiles at me and asks " You ok?"
"Better now, thank you for blocking me from dad." I smile.
"No problem, care to share?" She says lightly
" Nope," I grin up at her .
" Fine, you know me, I'm not one to pry," she sighs " Hey! You've still not told me what you want for your birthday, It is only next week," she adds, drifting off slightly.
" Honestly Mum, I've everything I could want ," I frown at the amount of things I do have, "or need," I add.
Mum sighs " Well you would be easier to buy for if Alice already hadn't got you everything,"
We both laugh.
"Don't worry about your dad," Mum murmurs, "He's just worried that he's losing you,"
" What? That's ridiculous, I'm 5 years old!" I say,
" That's exactly the point your growing up so fast," Mum frowns " He sees how close you and Jake are, he hears Jakes thoughts, he hears your thoughts," she adds giving meaningful look.
"How does she know?" I ask myself, I blush, wait! Backup! "Jacob thinks about me!" Oh wait did I just say that out loud? Mum stares at me. Yes, yes I did. Crap.
" Renesmee, I uh," I stop her, " It's just you know, I didn't think Jake cared that much," I lie smoothly.
"Hmm," Mums lips press into a hard line.
I roll my eyes " Enough of the heavy,"
Mum smiles fondly at me " Sure kiddo, you look so much like your father when you that."
It's true I've adopted both my parents looks, since I'm half vampire I am fairly pretty, almost as pretty as aunt Rose. I wouldn't class myself as vain though, I couldn't much care what I looked like. I have Dads copper coloured hair that hangs in perfect curls down to my stomach, and I have Mums human coloured eyes. A deep chocolate brown.
I smile " I'm gonna go shower," I say ruffling my hair, picking out a bit of leaf from this mornings run.
"Sure," Mums says while dashing over to the bookshelf, grabbing a Midsummer Nights Dream.
As I walk up the stairs, I think " Jacob thinks about me, What does that mean?"
As I step into the shower, feeling the warm water soothes me. I calm. Then I realise something, Im going to have to keep this whole crush thing a secret.
I've never kept a secret before, well apart from the whole me and my family are vampires/ half vampires and oh my best friends a werewolf! But that one was a given.
I start to panic again, keeping a secret within my family is an almost impossible task! Future seeing Aunt, Mind reading father oh and a mood controlling Uncle make It that way! I take a deep breath.
Almost impossible, I weigh over the words. How hard can keeping a secret be?
