I keep my head down as I step out of the bathroom. I hear Mum gasp,
" Renesmee?" She questions
I look up meeting her eyes for once, wait I'm as tall as Mum now?
"I think I've grown," I bite my lip
" I think so too!" She says as she looks me up and down " you look my age," she adds
We both stand in shock for, I don't know how long, it could've been seconds, minutes, hours even.
"Where's Dad?" I ask breaking the silence,
"At the main house, Carlisle needed to speak with him. I would've woken you but we thought you could use the lie in" She pauses " Are you ok?"
" I feel fine, just shocked ," I murmur
" You look beautiful, so much like your dad, I can't believe your all grown up." Her voice breaks as she tucks a loose strand of hair behind my ear.
"Mum-"
She cuts me off,
"We should go over to main house, speak with Carlisle, get dressed," she looks at my Pyjamas and adds as she leaves the room "you'll be needing clothes."
Oh great Alice is going to have a field day, I think.
Mum is back in a flash with a pile of clothes,"That should fit," she mumbles handing me a bra.
My face turns red as she hands me the rest, " thanks," i say as I step back into the bathroom and shut the door.
I put the on the clothes without looking at them, (struggling greatly with the bra) I look in the mirror once I'm dressed. I'm wearing dark blue skinny jeans, a white T-shirt and converse. I take a deep breath, wow I look really, hot? No. Maybe? Ugh this is frustrating! I fiddle about with my hair and end up tying it, in a messy bun. I walk into the living room, mums waiting for me, she smiles and says
"Ready?,"'
"Um yes, but," I stutter,
Mum gives me a questioning look,
" I'm nervous," I add
Mum walks over to me, she hugs me.
"Ness, you don't have to be nervous, you've grown a little is all."
" Thanks mum," I say relaxing.
As we run to the main house It gives me time to think, I can go to school! I couldn't before, I changed to much, but now that's stopped I can! And Jake! I don't feel so bad about the whole crush thing now, I mean we look the same age...
When we get to the house I pause before I open the door, Mum squeezes my shoulder.
I open the door and walk in, keep my head down as walk past everyone (including jake) and sit on the sofa and pull a cushion over my stomach, I can feel the burn in my cheeks, I know there bright red, a trait I have adopted from Mum.
As I look up all eyes are on me and then the strangest thing happens. I see Jake he's staring at me mouth wide open, then Dad is on his feet in an instant, the most feral growl escaping his lips as he glares at Jake. I'm scared. My Dad looks absolutely terrifying.
"Watch your thoughts dog!" He snaps at Jacob through gritted teeth.
"How did I not see this!" Alice exclaims beaming at me clearly ignoring the fight going on between us "Ness look at you! All grown up, and gorgeous!" She frowns and turns to Jake "You are why I didn't see this!" She grumbles.
I ignore her, staring at my Dad and Jake, there glaring at each other, another terrifying sound comes from Dad, I get up and stand between them,
"Hey!" "Stop it!" "Dad, what are you doing!?"
"Ness, you look so...I..he...Jacob" Dad stutters, dad stuttering? He never trips up on his words.
Jacob is giving Dad a pleading look, what is going on?
"Jake?" I ask turning around to him.
He just gulps.
"Wow ness u look hot!" Emmett laughs,
Everyone stares at him.
"What? That's what we're all thinking!" Defends Emmett, I choose to ignore him too, it's just Emmett, he comes out with this stuff all the time.
Jake is still staring at me,
"Oh what!?" I almost shout at him, I'm so embarrassed! And confused! And upset! What is going on? I really lose it now "Will you stop staring at me I get it! I look older now big deal!"
He looks away, embarrassed "sorry ness," he mumbles.
Aunt Rose smirks at him "Just tell her dog! You look pathetic!"
"Tell me what?" I ask.
"Rose!" Mum and Dad shriek,
"What? She should know, I'm so over this, I mean look at him!" She snickers,
"Rosalie," Esme cautions.
"Tell me what!?" I repeat getting annoyed.
"Um Nessie, I wanted to make this smoother, nicer, i would've told you sooner but, um your Mum and Dad.." Jake trails off "this doesn't change anything, please don't be mad," he pauses, takes a deep breath and says "Your my imprint."
