Amant Fou {DISCONTINUED}

chapter 8

TW// Physical Abuse/ Violence

"You should post some pictures, teasing the music video," one of my managers tells me. I'm at a meeting at my label right now discussing my new song 'Good Days' that's due to drop within the next week or so. I'm supposed to announce it tomorrow.

I'm actually happy to be putting out new music. I haven't dropped anything since my last album. Not even going to lie, I don't take criticism about my music too well, that's why I don't release as much as I can, and should. I have a lot of freedom when it comes to my music drops with my label, but for the first time they're kind of forcing me to put some music out.

Which Im not mad about. I know that if I didn't push myself to drop something, I wouldn't have dropped anything.

"Okay, I'll post some later on."

"Alright then Solana, that's all for today. You need to send the rest of the singles, that you and Carter have worked on, because you need to release music this year. You took a year off, it's time to get back to work. Also, 'Kiss me more' is scheduled to come out in a couple of months. You're gonna need to start promoting, in a few weeks. So mark your calendar."

I nodded my head to everything he was telling me, kind of cringing at how much work that I'm hearing I have to do.

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Once I got home I immediately dived onto my bed, face first. I groaned into my pillows, remembering that I have to post a series of pictures, teasing all that I've been working on, which has been a lot.

I turn around and dig my phone out the pocket of the baggy cargo pants that I'm wearing, and immediately open instagram.

Once I have all my pictures, which are just mainly me in the flower bikini and afro wig that I wore in the music video, as well as a few other pictures of other projects that happen to be of me, in very little clothing as well. Oops?

Once I create the post containing a multitude of pictures, I caption it "photo dump" and post it without a second thought. I close my phone and get out my bed to begin stripping out of the clothes I was wearing, in order to put a more comfortable outfit on.

I went into the freezer to get some icecream, and got a spoon before returning back to my room. I flopped back onto my bed and watched netflix while eating my icecream, without a care in the world.

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My phone dings for the first time, since I've been watching tv. I grab my phone to see that it's Billie. A smile immediately comes across my face, as I unlock my phone and go to our messages.

Will I Am💙

Solana

Hey babyyy. Wyd?

Why do you like doing dumb
shit?

Wtf are u talking
about

Here you go playing stupid.
That shit you posted on
instagram.

What about it?

Delete it.
Now.

Wtf why? My label told me
to post a few pics teasing a
few upcoming projects that I'm
working on.