If Mental Disorders Was A Person. (Short Stories about mental disorders)

Paranioa.

Why be scared of death, when death is possibly scared of you.

I flinch upwards out of my bed to the thought that someone could be watching me right now, I breath heavily, and jump out of bed checking if all my windows are locked, doors, blinds are closed, and if my camera on my phone was covered with permanent marker.

I sighed in relief, knowing no one will kill me now... or be out to kill me because for a while now I have thought the government was after me and everyone on this planet knew and that I was supposed to be killed on sight.

I stumble over to my bathroom and I glance in the mirror and I see my messy dark brown long hair and I glance to my  brown eyes then my pale skin. I quickly brushed my teeth and I run out of the bathroom.

I walk to the corner and I stare at the door waiting for the knock pattern my helper gives out to tell me he brought my food. I've been waiting for weeks, I haven't ate for about 6 days. I hug my skinny legs to my chest.

I flinch once I hear a knock at my door, it wasn't the pattern, I start to panic, I get up and look through the peephole and I see 4 men in well dressed suits and I start to shake one of the men say " Open the door we need to talk"... I whimper and tear up " No!! I-I don't wanna die y-yet!!!" I yell and I run to my corner and hug my knees sobbing.

"We won't kill you, we are here to help you Paria" the man said. I sob harder and shake my head "We are gonna have to break in" I flinch as one of the men hit the door and I whine holding my head I knew this day will come.

The door is finally kicked down and I flinched with my heart beating faster and faster... I looked up with tears going down my cheeks.. and one of the men kneeled down in front of me. "Paria... Don't worry, we are here to protect you"... he said I looked at him and I blinked "R-really...? ...should I trust you?.." I shed a tear. The man nodded "You'll see" .....

"....Paranioa...." one of the men behind him said and repeated.

"....Paranioa...."