For what we feel within may or may not come with more than one unexpected visitor.
I wake up happily and first thing I noticed was my black cat his name was midnight, and I pet him caressing his soft black fur. I then got up and I went into the bathroom and I brushed my teeth and glanced at the mirror seeing my blue eyes and long dark brown hair and my baby blue tank top and I spit out the toothpaste before rinsing off my toothbrush and then I used the toiled before moving my feet along the cold floor towards the kitchen to have breakfast.
I happily at an apple and then I got on some skinny jeans and I went outside. I went towards Tim Hortons to get some coffee and I walked in and smiled as an old couple who I was fimiliar with greeted me and I smiled back in return I went up to the cashier and I asked for a coffee with sugar and cream, I waited and waited something inside my head told me to complain about how long the wait was but I ignored it.
Soon the kind employee gave me the coffee I was longing for, and I blackout forgetting what happened. I snapped back to reality and I see the employee screaming in pain from the burns of the coffee.. I realized it was my coffee I look around and I see the whole shop looking at me scared around the manager came out and I teared up and started crying " I'm so sorry, there's something wrong with me I didn't mean it!!" I run away and I go straight home in tears.
I went home and I locked the door I looked down at the floor tears still flowing and I felt my body fall down onto the floor and I curl up as I new the personality I try to hide takes over. This personality take alot of my daily time away and makes it hard to meet the outside world without struggle... I hold my head and I cried out wanting an escape.
but really, I... Bianca... don't think there will ever be one from my horrible sides.
(so sorry if this was short and for the long wait.. I've been having lots of troubles and alot of trips to the hospital so please forgive me)
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If Mental Disorders Was A Person. (Short Stories about mental disorders)
RandomAll in the title and to the fact that i should write stories if i have wattpad, and that im also bored, So for that I Hope You Enjoy. :)