i know that everything i did or said was being taken for granted. i knew that the relationship i had with jungkook was never going to progress, but it felt like there was that chance of it happening. since middle school i had a crush on this man, but never considered it a crush until after he broke up with his ex 3 years later almost 4.
he was always there for me, and showed me nothing but pure unconditional love as a friend of course. since that was all we ever were.
in a way i felt like he used me as a rebound, but that was only months after the breakup. everyone deals with breakups differently, but it hurt the most when he said he didn't feel anything right now.
his feelings were numb
i don't blame him tho. relationship was toxic as fuck but oh well i'll get over him. i always do.
now what i think hurt me the most was how sometimes he'd be the most fun person to talk to, but others he'd just... not be.
