Chapter 40

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A/N: just cause i left yall with that mess yesterday

Lauren's POV

What the hell just happened! Why are they accusing me of being a cheater? I ran after Camila but she had already locked herself in the bathroom. I banged on the door. "Baby please let me in!" I exclaimed, I need to see her, I need for her to know I wouldn't do that to her. I heard sobs and my heart broke. "Go....away!" I heard her say. I just want to go in their and wrap her up in my arms. I hate seeing or hearing her cry, and to know that I'm the cause of it right now is breaking me into pieces. I broke her heart. "What you saw wasn't true, please let me in!" I cried out. "Please Camz, let me in!" I begged.

I can't banging and begging for her to open the door but she wouldn't budge. That's when my anger got the best of me. I walked over to the bed and took the lamp off the table beside it and chucked it forcefully against the wall. I made my way to the door and punched it before exiting.

My hand was throbbing but I ignored the pain. I made my way back into the lobby and walked outside, still fuming. The paparazzi were still there and I grabbed the guy the called me a cheater by his shirt. "Where the fuck did that picture come from?" I demanded rather than asked. "Why should I tell you, cheater." He knew that would provoke me. I didn't hesitate to to collide my fist with his face. "Don't call me a cheater when I'm not!" He laughed and spat out blood. "The pictures say differently," he smirked. I punched him again. "Fuck those bullshit pictures, now where did they come from?" I asked again, my face hard as stone. He wouldn't let up.

I sighed in frustration and ran my hand through my hair. I let him go. "Cara Delevingne," one of them spoke up, it would have to be her.

Camila's POV

After I didn't hear anything in the room, I walked out of the bathroom. Their was a broken lamp and dent in the door. Lauren must've of done that.

I sighed and crawled into the bed and buried myself under the covers. Tears are still coming out of my eyes and I can't get the image of Lauren kissing another girl out my head. How could I be so stupid? Another wave of tears made it out of my eyes. I gave her everything! All of me and I get cheated on in return, wow my life is fucking fantastic.

I heard my phone ring but I can't be bothered to answer it. I'm not in the mood for anything.

This pain is worse than when my father left me and worse than when he hit me. This pain is something I wish no one could ever feel. She tore my heart into pieces and I hate everything. I want to hate her for this but I can't, I can't because I fucking love her too much.

Lauren's POV

After demanding Cara's room number from the receptionist, I made my up to her room. I was still fuming, why the hell would she chose now to expose us?

I knocked and she opened up her door with smirk on her face. "I knew you'd show up." I glared at her and pushed past her. "Rough, I like it." She purred coming near me. I pushed her away. "What the fuck Cara?" I yelled. "Why would you fucking do that?" I asked, my tone fierce. "I want you back Lauren." She said. I looked at her in disbelief. "You never fucking had me to begin with." I sternly said, "I never had feelings for you Cara, what don't you understand?!" She shook her head. "That's a lie Lauren!" I laughed. She looked hurt but I didn't care, she might have just ruined the best thing that has ever happened to me. "I never had feelings for you, we only hooked up when I was sixteen. You came to me and I thought why the hell not!"

"You don't want her Lauren, she isn't famous, she can't treat you like I can, she can't buy you all the things you want or take you to the most exotic places. She can't make you feel the way I can." My blood was boiling, she must be crazy if she thinks I want anything to do with her. "You're right, I don't want her" there was a twinkle in her eye that made me want to punch a wall. "I fucking need her." I said. "She can't treat me like you or make me feel the way you would."

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