All I Ever Want (Camren)

Chapter 14

I'm telling her tonight, I just hope she will accept me for me. I hope she can still love me even though I like the same gender. She's always been supportive of me so I shouldn't be worrying as much but it's still scary.

Tonight is the night.

Camila's POV

Lauren and I decided to head up to my room for a bit more privacy. "Lauren I really am sorry." I tell her with a small frown. "It's okay Camz, I know how extremely difficult it is to come out to a parent and how scary it can be. Now please, turn that frown upside down." She says while making a frown then turning it into a smile with her fingers and I chuckle. "See there's that pretty smile." She grins at me and I blush.

We went back to our position we had downstairs while on the couch. My head lays pressed to her chest and our legs a jumbled mess. She's playing with my hair and it's relatively soothing. We lay there in a comfortable silence until I decide to speak up. "Lauren, what if she doesn't accept me?" I ask her. "I don't know your mom that well but I'm pretty sure she's a great person and will accept you no matter what. Don't worry too much about it babe." She tries to reassure me.

I smile up at her and before I know it our eyes are locked into an intense staring contest. She starts to lean in, I panic and move my head back a little. It's not that I don't want to kiss her because honestly I'd love that more than anything, I've always imagined kissing Lauren and wondering what it would be like but to actually be in this position is nerve wracking. It's also that I haven't had my first kiss yet and I don't want her to know my inexperience and think I suck.

She backs away, rubs the back of her neck and clears her throat. "Um... I should probably get going, yeah, see you.... um.. later. Good luck with your mom." She says breaking eye contact with me and starts to get up and leave but I grab her hand.

"Lauren wait. It's just I- I," I stutter and she looks at me expectantly. "I've never had my first kiss before." I whisper, embarrassed. She sits back down on the bed. "Hey that's okay. It's nothing to be embarrassed about," it's crazy how well she can read me, "All I've been thinking about is kissing you. Can I kiss you? I'll try to make it perfect?" She asks with a bit of insecurity laced in her voice and I nod my head not expecting her those words to come out of her mouth. She cups my cheek and slowly starts to lean in. I can feel her breath on my lips before I speak up. "What if it's not good?" She moves back a little to look me in my eyes. "Any kiss with you will be good, better than anything in this world." She says and I blush. She starts to lean in again, her lips ghost mine before I speak up again. "What if it sucks?" I ask and she looks me in the eyes again with an amused smile. "It won't suck okay? It'll be great." She tries to reassure me and then leans in once more. "What if-" I begin but she cuts me of with her lips.

I feel a shock of electricity shoot through my body, along with an explosion of fireworks and a billion butterflies fluttering around in my stomach.

Her soft, warm, plump lips are on mine. It's a feeling I'll never forget. It's like sunshine and rainbows and every other extremely happy thing in this world.

I start to move my lips against hers. She takes control, I am clearly inexperienced and follow her lead. She takes my bottom lip between her teeth and nibbles on it a little. I'm pretty sure I died right then and there. The kiss is slow but soon our lips move in complete sync and I love the feeling of her lips on mine.

After minute of kissing we break apart due to lack of oxygen. She rests her forehead against mine.

"Wow," I breathe out. "That was the best kiss I've ever had." I say and Lauren laughs. "That's the only kiss you've had Camz," she says with light chuckle while caressing my cheek. "So, it was still the best." I say and she pecks my lips.