Lost 🥺 .

kentrell mess up ❤️ .

it was 3am & i just left this shawty house i met last week she fine and all but her pussy trash and her head game kinda good me and kodi finna make a year and i'm gone

stop cheating on her i just don't know when some night she would ask me what take me so long to get home and i just tell her the

studio she don't think i'm cheating ion think so but i told the girl i had a girlfriend but she didn't care kodi my heart and i don't know

what i would do with out her i was heading home and i was thinking should i go home or what but then 2 of my hoes text so

i decided which one house i wanted to go over

jania 😍
daddy come over i'm bored 😩

kay 💚
i miss you kentrell where you at 😩

i text jania back and told her i was otw kodi was blowing me up and shii which was kinda making me mad

i just text her back i don't wanna hear her mouth

wifey 💘
wya bae 💔

kentrelllll

answer meee

you still out and it's almost 4

hubby 💚
baby im busy ttyl

oh okay i just miss you but alright 🙁

i kinda felt sad because im doing this to kodi but then again she should've knew this was gone happen

i can't settle down right now and i know we been going out for months but i just can't i've been trying but i can't

she said she miss me one thing i like about kodi she was always there and yea she a big ass cry baby but she the type

of girl i like and need she toxic asf and she just perfect to me i don't know why im doing her wrong i wish i didn't

i pulled up to jania house and she was already ready i start smiling and did what i had to do

8 hours later .......

it was not 12am and i was still at jania house she wasn't here she left a text saying she was leaving

i hurry up and drove to my house i speed to my house first thing i noticed was her car gone my heart start feeling

some type of way then i rush upstairs seeing all her things gone i tried calling her but she don't answer i went downstairs and see a note

"i couldn't take it anymore the lying and cheating all i ask was you to be 100 with me and be there for me you cheated on me and all i did was love you you was so busy cheating didn't even realize i was pregnant didn't even wanna come home and spend time with me i'm depressed right now and the doctor say i'm being to stress i might loose the baby i was trying not to think about it and think about all are good memories but i can't all i can think about is why me and what did i ever do to hurt you i'm leaving but i'll be back before the baby comes don't call or text me i block you on all accounts i hope this what you wanted and hope you enjoy spending time with people who never gonna be there for you and never cared about you like i did - kodi

i start crying she really left me and she was pregnant it was all my fault if i wasn't being a good boyfriend and if i was paying

attention i would notice she was pregnant and why she keep blowing me up she just wanted to spend time with me i was really crying then i start think

she never ask for money or nothing she was always there for me i love kodi i do and i don't wanna loose my wife over some

dumb choice i made i don't know why i'm like this i need help , i need kodi & i need her now i was crying & i was angry i lost my everything

i made a post and hopefully my fans would send it to her the post said

"I fuck up big time i just wanna fix things mane i swear 💔"

never knew this would happen to me just wish my girl would come back i was too busy crying i was getting a call

hello i said

"hey is this mr.gaulden" she said

yea who this i said

"hi this is lauren from louisiana hospital i was calling you to let you know kodi gaulden is at our hospital and you where the only one on her file she had gotten in a bad reck and she might not make it can you make it up here"

i hung up and hurry up to my cry it's my fault i'm the reason why she there i'm the reason why this shit happen if i wouldn't never cheated

kodi would be safe and have this nice smile on her face i rush to the hospital and finally made it

WHERE IS KODI GAULDEN TELL ME NOW i said

"sir clam down sit down i will get a doctor"

i just sat down and i was crying i don't know what to do i maybe labor my child and mane not i feel like a bad boyfriend and all

"umm somebody here for kodi" doctor said

yes me i said

"umm kodi is up and she is breathing barely she can here you but don't wanna talk she lost her baby i didn't tell her yet but kodi must have been really angry and just drove in to somebody i ask her was she angry at a person she love and she shook her head and cried she hasn't said anything but she is in room 213 on the left" he said

thank you doc for so much i said and walk off i hope she ready to tell me why even know she gone roll her eyes

i love her and what she did was stupid i didn't wanna lose her and she gotta understand that my number 1# clown and i'll smile on my mugshot for her