The Chosen Cursed One

Zero's POV

Written by: Bearisnotonfire25

Slight trigger warning; brief but there

     As I lay on my small stack of hay, I stare at the ceiling in sadness and anger. I feel the eminent sadness inside of me, remembering the tears I saw I created in Kaname's eyes.

     Before I know, I let out a blood curdling scream, letting all of my anger sap out of me. Just one scream after another as tears roll down my face.

     My throat is raw.

     I deserve it.

     I can still see his tears.

     I curl into a ball on the hay and close my eyes, wanting the world around me to crumble away and leave me alone.

     I love him. More than myself. Except, I'm supposed to hate him. My mind whirls with contradicting thoughts.

     "What did you do to Lord Kaname?!" I hear Hanabusa snap from behind me. I just curl more into myself. I can't help but let more tears escape my eyes.

     I did everything to Kaname.

     I just stand and turn to the shocked faces of multiple night class students. Yeah, I'm crying. I run quickly out of the barn and just, well, run. I don't know how long I do, but I just keep running.

     I end up on the balcony, where I had gotten my ankle broken.

     Then I look at the ground in sadness. Maybe if I jump correctly, then it will all stop.

     No Zero, just... no.

     I back away slowly, shutting my eyes. I collapse to the ground and cry.

     All I can do is cry.