The dancer and the driver ~Lando Norris~

~14~

"Welcome to the BBC News, you will hear all the news we have on the covid virus. But first, we have..." I stopped listening after a while just waiting for the news about what they will do. 

"And now the covid news. The virus has definitely come to the UK, there are already more than a thousand people in the IC of several hospitals with the virus. there will be made different departments for the virus. Now the news you have all been dreading, will there be a lockdown. Yes, there will be, it will go in this Tuesday, in two days. Please be safe everybody and don't go to stores altogether. Pharmacies and grocery stores will stay open but at different times. You will find those on their website. The lockdown will at least be till the end of June," The lady finished and I was looking at Lando, who was looking with big eyes towards the screen. "June...?" That was all he said. 

"I'm so sorry, Lando," I managed to get out. It was March now, so that would mean five months until he got to race again, maybe. He just huffed and walked out of the room. "Lando!" I tried, but he didn't stop walking. Not even a minute later I heard loud music coming from the gaming room. I sighed and just waited for the food to come. 

~~~ 

The food finally arrived but I was a little scared to bring it to him, he was still angry... I hated it when people would scream or be angry at me. I search for all my courage and went upstairs with his pizza. I knocked on the door but I heard nothing but the music. So I knocked again and an angry Lando opened the door. "WHAT?!" He yelled in my face. I looked down and just gave the pizza to him. I didn't even wait for him to say something, I was out of there like lightning. 

I sighed again when I  sat down with my own cheese pizza. I put the tv on another program and decided to just watch some Netflix. Teenwolf always helped me with my emotions. I was watching a scene and couldn't help but think about how harshly he yelled at me. I let out a tear and wiped it away rather quickly when I heard footsteps come from the stairs. I was ignoring him, even when he came to sit next to me and decided to just stare at me. 

"You know this is hard for me, right?" He asked, still harsh. I still ignored him, if he was being harsh to me for being kind to him, then I was ignoring the little bastard. "You know what? Fuck you!" He yelled. That was it, it pulled me over the walls that I had built over the years and scrambled together in the few hours I had between now and when we were with Will. I looked at him, nearly sobbing and tears running down my cheeks. I stood up and walked away. 

I walked towards the room where my clothes were and just started packing whatever I would need. I know I was being dramatic, but I hated being yelled at. I couldn't have it anymore and just wanted to leave until he cooled down. I'm sure he would turn back, right? Right...?

I heard stomps coming up the stairs and locked the door quick before he got here. "Open the goddamn door! Tara come on!" He was still yelling. I had my time now, I packed whatever I needed and unlocked the door. I didn't say a word and walked downstairs with my duffle bag and purse. He stood there dumbfounded that I would actually leave. 

I didn't want another toxic relationship, so I just packed up and left before it got worse. Well, that's the only thing you think about when you had a toxic relationship, that lasted for about 3 years. 

My hand was already on the doorknob when Lando came rushing down. I hesitated, just for a few seconds. Those few seconds were enough for him to get in between me and the door. "Talk to me," He demanded. I looked at him for the first time that evening, my eyes showed it all; hurt, pain, afraid, angry, and above all, heartbreak. He just sighed and tried to grab me. I was sobbing at this point. "I-" He didn't get the chance to say whatever he was going to say, I pushed him away and walked out of the door. 

"TARA NO!!!" He yelled. "PLEASE BABY DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME!! I need you..." That last sentence made me stop walking and turn around. I walked towards him and pushed my lips on his. I pulled away after a few seconds and just ran away, may I add it was pouring outside?

~~~ 

~Lando~

She walked away from me... I lost her... No, wait what am I thinking? I grabbed my phone and keys and closed the door. I ran after her. I can't lose her, not again... I didn't see her anywhere. 

I just kept running and running. Where could she possibly go? William. That was the first thing that came to mind. No that's too far she wouldn't, right? The last bus left a few minutes ago. I ran back to the house and got in my car. I can't let her leave me. She is the first person to make me laugh as she does, make me cry as she does, make... make me love as she does. 

I love her... 

And I ruined everything...

I tried calling her. 10 times...

24 times...

33 times...

I got sent straight to voicemail...

Will... I took my chances and called him. 

"What did you do?" That was the first thing he said, so he spoke to her. "She didn't tell me what you did, but you did something. TELL ME NOW!" I grimaced at the yelling but continued driving.

"I-... I yelled at her because of the lockdown... and... a-and now I-I lost the only woman I have ever loved in my entire life..." I sobbed. "Are you driving?" He asked calmly. "Yes, I am trying to find my baby," I sobbed even louder. 

"Don't bother, she is coming to me. Come tomorrow, let her calm down first," Will said. "What no!! I am coming right now! You don't understand Will, I need her right now..." I said. "I know... Go home, I'll bring her in the morning straight away. I promise," Will said. "Fine, let her at least tell me she is alright, please... Or that she is with you, that she is safe..."I asked. "I can do that..." Will said again. 

"Thank you, bye Will," 

"Bye Lando, and don't let this happen again," He said. 

I won't, I thought when he hung up. 

I rode back home and was still crying. I was going over the speed limit, but I didn't care. 

I got home 10 minutes after and saw something that made me cry even more...