TW:mentioning of abuse⚠️
TW:puking⚠️
TW:pills⚠️
TW:alcohol⚠️
TW:suicidal thoughts⚠️
TW:violence
I join Pansy on the dance floor and we basically dirty dance on each other. I know im drunk but i still can feel Dracos eyes burning my skin,he's watching every move i make,he's watching my body closely,licking his lips.
Then i feel someone poking my shoulder,it's a Gryffindor boy but i didn't really get his name but we talked for a while.
I glance over to Draco and see that he's getting mad and goes over to the bar and drinks and drinks and drinks. The boy is pulling me to a quiet place in the common room and he talks with me, he seems sweet or he seemed sweet because I'm drunk.
While he talks with me i take so many sips and new drinks, i think in that conversation i had 3 more drinks.
„Want to dance?" he asks me and pulls ne to the dance floor
Before we start dancing i finish the glass and dance with him,he's touching me on my body everywhere but i was drunk and thought it's just dancing. He spins me around and stuff then suddenly i feel ill.
„Excuse me,i need to go to the bathroom" i say and run to the bathroom
I almost tripped so many times,i run into the girls bathroom and the whole alcohol i drank came right out of me. I just need sleep. When I'm finished puking,i flush the toilet and go to the sink,i look like a mess. I clean my face and wash my mouth,i also clean my mascara that is smeared around my eye. I feel a little bit sober now,still drunk tho.
Then a blonde Gryffindor girl comes in the bathroom with a blonde boy,Draco Malfoy. Draco is so drunk,drunker than Iam. And the girl is ugly Draco wouldn't like her.
„Draco let's go you're to drunk" i say and take him with me but the girl stops me
„Who do you think you are?" she says mad pissed
„Well, Iam here to save his ass because he wouldn't fuck with you ugly bitch" i say madly drunk
She pulls on my hair and says „You little bitch"
„Aw,are you pulling on my hair can't you do something better. Come one punch me,little shit" i say
I really want her to slap me,Draco is watching everything looking like he's about to collapse.
She finally punshes me in my face and my lips bleeds a little but i laugh.
„How pathetic" i say and punch her in the face once and she starts crying.
„Come on" i say to Draco and take him to my dorm
He sits down on my bed completely waisted and he slides his hand down my hair and he leans in for a kiss.
„Draco you're drunk and I'm too. You don't want to kiss me" i say putting his hand off my face.
„You hate me" i add
„I don't,Y/n. You make me feel things that I've never felt before,for example when you gave me the ring" he says but i ignore it
„Just once please,I wont bother you the rest of the night" he says
I really want to kiss him too but he is drunk,he doesn't know what he's saying and i don't know too.
„I can't" i say and he kisses me even though i said i can't.
„I said i can't,Draco. You are drunk and so am i. Lay down you can sleep here" i say
