Without A Name

Chapter 1

July 1st, 2005

The day I was born...

I was rather small, I mean all babies are when born I guess. I just think of myself as "normal" but honestly I don't know what "normal" is. My parents are together but it would be better if they weren't. My parents "love" each other very much... I guess. I don't know how they are still together because to be honest behind closed doors, the three of us are just a broken family...I wished for things to get better at one point but it just never worked out so eventually I gave up. We don't go out much so I don't have to put a fake smile on in front of others.

My parents never really understood me, they just bathed me, clothed me, and fed me while growing up, as if I was a burden. We never had such a bond like other families. They just worked and worked and worked. I had never understood why they felt so distance though, all I wanted was to be a happy family like other people. Go on trips like other families and laugh about silly stuff. But they don't even make time for me or even each other. But enough talking about them, I am now 16 years old, I go to Lament High School. I'm not so good at studying, also did I forget to mention... I'm literally nobody. I don't know why I'm a nobody, I just never really cared about the same things most girls do. I can't relate to them because I don't care how I look, I don't like makeup, and I don't like going shopping.

I was walking to school because my parents didn't give me money for any kind of transportation and while walking I fell over a rock. Nobody helped me get up and they just stared, of course. You have no idea how humiliated I felt. It felt like someone even giggled quietly. Always feeling like I'm being watched and unsure of everything. I always doubted myself and I hated myself and everything around me. I got up and waited to cross the street, when the light changed and I started to walk that was when I first saw him. That was the moment he came into my life.