Gojo's girlfriend?

Has anything changed?

The two of you kept walking and got to the mission a little late but it was no big deal since you and Gojo always get the job done when put together. But this time when he told you to watch out you just did what he said but didn't thank or give him a second look. The whole mission was like this and it was clearly getting on Gojo's nerves.

He thought he was healing what happened between the two of you but when he couldn't answer a simple question like before it pushed you farther away. The whole way to the train station was quiet. He tried to help with your bruises but you just ignored and avoided him. When you both got on the train, you sat away from him. Gojo respected your space and stayed away till the train stoped where you both needed to get off. That's when he couldn't take the silence anymore.

"Y/N please just speak to me." You both stepped off the train and he stepped in-front of you.

"Move Gojo." You sounded annoyed and frustrated with him.

"Please just talk to me.... I do t want things to stay the way they've been."

"Then just answer the question. Why do you cling to me like gum when you know I'll never fully forgive you for what you did. When you know you cheated on me on our anniversary with some whore and turned around trying to fix something that you made seem like a perfect relationship. But in reality was always never even stable..." by now you were in tears just ranting out about what he did to you and he let you say it all. People were walking and staring not only because of the way Gojo had a blindfold but also because of how loud you were.

"I don't think I could ever kiss you anymore let alone have a bigger relationship with you or try to enjoy a simple conversation. Just your laugh is enough to make my skin crawl because you shared that same damn smile and chuckle with that. girl...you shared moments with her that you should have only spent with me! I was your girlfriend. I was yours and I thought you were mine. Everything you fed me was lies. "All the I love you"s and kisses where lies. All you've done the past 5 basically 6 years have tried to act like you never shattered my world and everything I needed in my life."

"I-I know Y/N-"

"All of my tears the past years have all been because of you. You and your cocky personality always pulled me in loving you but I never had my eyes open to the fact that it could draw other girls in as well. And when it did you let whoever you wanted in and fucked them. Another reason why you chose to move off of our relationship and expand. Because I wasn't enough. Am I wrong?" Gojo stayed quiet and you waited for an answer and he gave it to you after a short awkward pause of silence.

"......I have nothing to say....I don't deserve you and your love....and you're right.....I was young and wanted more than just kisses and cuddles....I'm sorry Y/N for treating you the what I did"

"So you finally admit you were gonna fuck her...right?" There was a short pause again then he nodded while putting his hands in his pockets.

"....yeah.." you shook your head and rubbed your face.

"So answer my damn question Gojo.....why stay around me....why waist the damn energy on one of your side bitches who never gave you some... hmm?.....why..." there was another slow and painful pause while you looked at him. His face never changed through the whole time you've been here.

"......because I love you....I've always loved you."

"So why fuckin cheat with me!"

"Because-....." he was too ashamed to say anything about it.

"Because of the sex" the silence answered your question and you nodded walking past him.

"Y/N I-....I'm sorry I-" he grabbed your arm and you pushed it off and looked at him. His blindfold was slightly tented at the bottom form what seemed to be tears but you didn't care about his tears when you'd been crying too. It was obviously a fragile thing to talk about and the both of you just needed to get over it.

"If you wanted me as a lover....you fucked up a long time ago and you'll never get that close to me again..." after another pause you walked away a d headed back to the school to get your things.

When you got there you quickly grabbed your things and left school grounds right when he got back. He didn't say anything to you and neither did you to him. You went home and finished all your work from there with a bottle of wine helping you through the night as an attempt of  getting your mind off of everything.

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