Your Little Things

Chapter 15- I missed you

"Bethany please calm down"

"Calm down!?!!" I was pacing the hospital. I had done this all before. My head started spinning. I sat down before the floor caught me. I just closed my eyes. 

"Bethany.."

"Niall please make this stop" I was sobbing. He just sighed and sat down beside me. 

"I wish I could" So many girls were crying outside. They were all just looking in through the window with sad eyes. I got up and walked out. They all just stood up and looked at me. 

"It's going to be okay" They all just swarmed me. Paul stared at me. I gave him a signal that I was good and he calmed down. I was hugging a lot of people at once. For a second I actually felt like it was going to be okay. Morgan was in her room alone. I wasn't so alone. I walked back in without looking at anyone and just marched past the lady that bothered me last time. I found Morgan's room and sat down beside her. All of the memories that we had just flooded back into my memory. From back in Florida to the first day in London. I loved her. I was balling by then. The girl that had made my life better. She helped me through everything. She was just laying there helplessly. 

She opened her eyes and looked at me.

"Bethany? What's wrong?" I jumped to her bed. 

"Oh my god! I thought you were dead or something!"

"Dead? No! Where's Louis??" She started to get up. 

"Please lay back down Morg you are NOT ready to get up" She laid down and looked at me with saddened eyes. 

"I'm sorry Bethany" 

"For what?"

"I lost you"

"No you didn't! We live together where did you think I went? Canada?!" 

"No, I mean..." She started to cry, "I've been so caught up in mine and Louis' relationship that I completely ignored every chance I had to hang out with you"

"No you didn't! Calm down sweetie it's gonna be okay" I was laying beside her and we just talked. It had been the first time in a really long time. Truth was that I had been doing the exact same to her. I had been so caught up in my drama that I had let my best friend go. I missed her. 

I got up and wiped the tears. I told her I would be back later. She had a cast on her arm and was really pale. 

When I walked into the waiting room Niall and Harry were standing there hugging. I looked around and saw Liam and Zayn motioning towards me. 

I sat down beside them. 

"What is going on?"

"They got into it" Zayn explained.

"Why?"

"Harry came in to see Louis and Niall stopped him to talk about you and him..Harry started freaking out"

"Freaking out.." I could feel my face loose color.

"He was crying" Zayn squeezed my arm. "It's okay" 

I looked at Niall and he was still standing hugging Harry. They let go after a while and I could see that they had both cried. I was so confused at this point. I pulled my knees to my chest and buried my face in them. Niall came over and sat beside me. 

"It's going to be okay" I shook my head. "No it really will be love" Harry's voice shorted when he said that. Harry.

I looked up. His eyes looked so sad. He sat on the floor in front of me. I played with his hair while Niall sat next to me. We were all so sad. Niall started to mumble something. Harry continued with him. They all started singing quietly to themselves. It was Ed. They were all singing something different. It didn't matter. Niall was singing the a team. That's all I really listened to. 

"I really love you Bethany."

I just stared forward. He looked at me. 

"Where's Louis?" 

"What?"

"Where is Louis?"

"Um room 342"

I got up and walked to his room alone. I watched my feet on the squared tiles on the floor. In the elevator I was alone. I sat down and put my face in my hands. So much was happening so fast. The doors opened and I stayed there. 

"Bethany?" Louis called from down the hall.

He walked over to me in his gown. 

"Bethany?!" 

I looked up at him. He sat down with me. There on that elevator floor is the first time I acutally felt like Louis cared. He was okay. Morgan was okay. Niall was okay. Harry wasn't okay.

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Author's note-

It was short I know...It's boring I know...I'm really lazy tonight...oopsies...I hope you liked it though! Vote, comment, and all those good things(: 

-Nicole