Your Little Things

Chapter 32- Choices

Beth's POV-

I put my key into the door and opened it quietly since it was so late. We didn't want to wake anyone. Niall and I rolled our bags up the stairs and threw our stuff down on my floor. I changed into pajamas and laid down in bed. Niall did the same.

"I've missed this bed" He said covering himself up.

"I've missed laying in it with you" I said before pecking him on the nose and turning over.

"Tease" He whispered into my ear.

"Oops" I whispered back before nestling myself into him and falling asleep.

Harry's POV- 

I drove to Beth's house this morning so I could see her. Really I just wanted to talk to her, but I know that it'll be impossible with Niall there.

"Morning Lou" I ruffled his hair.

"She's asleep still, Harry" he responded.

"Maybe I came to see you" 

"Yeah right"

"Fine, when do you think she'll be up?"

"Well probably soon. You know she never sleeps in"

"Okay" I got in the fridge and made myself a glass of orange juice.

"You know she probably won't want to listen to you"

"I doubt that. We ended on great terms"

"What?"

"Yeah I'm her friend" I think I was. 

"Or she's just being nice. Even if she wants to talk, Niall won't want you to"

"I know that. Maybe if she wakes up early enough we can talk"

"Maybe you shouldn't do this to yourself Hary." I turned around to face him.

"Look. You all can think what you want, but she won't love me the way I love her it's better if she loves me as a friend."

"Doesn't it hurt?"

"So bad. It's what I have to do if I want to see her"

"Wow, you really love her don't you?"

"I love her so much" I said not even thinking about what Louis was talking about. 

Beth's POV-

"I love her so much" He generally sounded truthful which was different for Harry. I never believed him until now. 

"Y-You do?" I stuttered.

"Bethany?" 

"Hi" I waved awkwardly.

"How was you trip?" He scratched the back of his head.

"Um good"

"That's good. Where's Niall?"

"Asleep" I pointed towards my room.

"Oh um that's cool"

"I guess" I laughed uncomfortably.

"That's my cue to leave" Louis pushed out the kitchen door.

"Do you really love me?"

"That's what I wanted to talk to you about"

"Oh well um we can talk about that" I honestly wanted to. I somewhat felt like Niall didn't feel that way towards me. I don't know why it's just that he was so lustful that he didn't seem to care. I feel like he was more about having a relationship than having it with me.