Learning to love

Chapter 5

Kyun started running away. He was sobbing. He didn't care where he went as long as he was away from his hyungs. They treated him badly.
He stopped to catch his breath and to rest. He noticed not one of the members tried to call him. Not even a message.
After it got dark and he was sure everyone would be asleep, he headed back to the dorm. Kihyun was inside waiting for him. He had a mad look on his face..
"Changkyun you cant run off. Your so sensitive." Kihyun told him. He went to bed and kyun shorty after.
He woke up to the smell of pancakes.. and the sound of hoseok yelling at him to get up.
Kyun pulled his hood over his face and got up. He followed hoseok to the living area for their morning meal.
Nobody said a word to kyun. Occasionally a glance or glare from hoseok or Jooheon but that was it.
Kyun ate a couple bites before deciding he wasn't hungry. He pushed the bowl over to Jooheon who was finished. Kyun left without a word. He went into the room. Kyun sat on the bed with his head against the wall.
His stomach was hurting, his head was pounding. All he wanted right now was to be alone.
Jooheon stormed into the room and grabbed kyuns arm so hard kyun yelled out in pain.
"What the heck is wrong with you?? You push away kihyuns food he made for you twice, you try to get attention by cutting yourself, what going on..?" Jooheon sat next to him.
"I.. I just want someone to be friends with me. I understand why nobody likes me it's just tough for me to be like this. It's been six months since we debuted." Kyun leaned his head against the bed frame.
Jooheon left due to his anger. Kyun grabbed his notepad out and started writing.
Kyun fet dizzy, sick almost. He wanted to cry. His stomach was hurting even worse. It was getting hard for him to breath. After a minute he felt Better.
He headed to the studio knowing there was practice today.
He set his phone down and joined the others in the choreography. Kyun didn't mess up. He was proud of himself.
"Finally you could do it right." Kihyun said with a slight smile.
Kyun was sweating, more than he usually does.
He excused himself for a break and sat on the couch. He clutched his chest, and tried his hardest not to be noticeable.
He got up after a moment and joined everyone else for a rehearsal of the song.
Halfway through, he was about to lose it. He was shorting his breath, and before he knew it, he hit the floor hard.
He awoke in the studio in the middle of the floor with 3 paramedics pumping his chest.
He noticed the members watching him. The only one who looked concerned was Kihyun.
"We need to get him to the hospital. He's not breathing well." The paramedics were saying. One of them picked kyun up and put him in the ambulance.
Before they he knew it, kyun was out again.

AT THE HOSPITAL
"I hope he's not faking this. It's wasting time." Hoseok said.
Kihyun got up and smacked him
"Hoseok! He's clearly not well. I don't like him either but at least act like you care."

Kyun woke up. "Why does my chest hurt.?"
The doctor walked to him.
"You have kidney stones. You let them get so bad to the point we had to do surgery on you. Your also severely underweight: how much are you eating?" The doctor said.
"Oh I don't eat much I'm not normally hungry." Kyun told.
"Another problem we have is.. we noticed the cuts on your body. Did you do them?"
Kyun nodded.
"We will inform your friends and your manager. Give it an hour and we will discharge you."
The doctor left.
He went up to the boys.
"Your friend has kidney stones. Bad enough he needed surgery. He's better now, but will need to take a break from activities for two weeks or so. Also, the cuts on his body, how often does he do those?"
"I don't know.." Kihyun said.
"We are gonna discharge him. Make sure he eats once in a while he's underweight." The doctor left.