The guy next door

I don't love you

A few weeks go by

Dixies POV: a few weeks go by and I'm the happiest I have ever been 2 weeks ago noah asked me to be his girlfriend

Finally

And our relationship is the best it has ever been but there is one thing....school is starting again and we don't know if we are gonna be together since the school has different parts of the school separated like one side is for the valedictorians then the other is for the dumbest people then the other is for detention and the others are just based on grades

Im a C and B student and Noah is an A and B student so this the the biggest problem second biggest problem is me and Noah may or may not have developed separation anxiety we just can't leave eachother alone the longest we been without eachother was an hour but we just have to deal with it I sometimes sneak around just to be with Noah

-2 weeks go by-

Summer vacation is over and I've been set with Noah thank the lord took me a lot of research just to black mail the assistant principal who knew that principle was perfect she had no flaws she was in a healthy relationship she never did anything horrible in her adult and teen years but then I found out she did some d4ug3 in highschool I had to talk with some of her friends growing up but that's beside the point

There was this new kid his name was griffin Johnson he was attractive but I have a boyfriend I'm not the best at relationships to be honest Noah is my second boyfriend so I haven't had much experience but I have been set with griffin for some history project for Mr Harrison so that sucks well Noah has been giving griffin the dirty eye I mean Noah is overprotective but sometimes he just needs to calm it down a bit

I gave griffin my address and my phone number Noah was a bit mad but it was just for a project right...

Some time went by and griffin came over me and him started talking laughing and then we got to starting the project I then see griffin catch a glimpse of my window and then slightly grabbed my dimpled chin and bring me into a kiss After a few minutes the guilt kicks in and i go over to my desk and grab another marker then Noah's window is open and he is sleeping how could I do this to him

I'm no good for him I love him so much and griffin kissed me and I didn't even pull back I kissed back and waited till he was done I just don't know why I didn't pull back

Griffin left and then I went to bed with guilt flowing through my whole body

-THE NEXT DAY-

Noah wakes me up and I get ready me and him eat breakfast and we went into his car to go to school then something came out of my mouth and I haven't even thought before I said it

Dixie: Noah I'm breaking up with you I don't love you

I love him but I just can't tell him I can't tell him that griffin kissed me and I didn't pull back I couldn't even bare hearing the words "we are breaking up" come out of Noah's mouth so I just said it

Noah:w-what

Dixie: I am so sorry Noah but we have to break up

And that was it I got out of the car and walked to school...

Noah's POV: I can't believe she just did that did she just break up with me and left did I do something wrong have I messed up did I not give her enough

Now that I think about it

*flash back to yesterday *

I was doing my homework and I look over the window and I see griffin and Dixie laughing and talking then I see griffin kissing Dixie and she didn't even pull back at the moment I felt my heart drop the love of my life kissing another guy a few hours after she told me she loved me and they kept Hong at it for a few more minutes I couldn't handle seeing it I went to sleep with tears pooling out of my eyes my grey bedsheets filled with the wetness of my tears and before I fell asleep I looked over to the photo of me and Dixie the day I asked her to be my girlfriend that photo was framed with a gold outline and sitting on my little table next to my bed and I look back at the memories and me and her were so happy everything was perfect everything went to plan the date was perfect the picnics were perfect I always brought her black flowers because they were her favorite and I bought her sour patch watermelons because those were her favorite candies and every single date was perfect everything came out of my own pocket and to think it looked perfect did it not look perfect to her I look back at the memories and remember all the times she said I love you to me...did she even mean it or was it just a saying to lead me on just to fall right back down to the very bottom of the mountain..

-back to present-

That was it she fell for griffin I knew the day she was assigned to be partners with him she found him attractive sometimes she would stare at him will I'm talking to her and all the other stuff and just like I did with her when I was with Madison I waved at her but she didn't wave back I decided to let it slide since I didn't wanna overreact and make a whole scene so I just continued my work

You know what I'm happy for her maybe she was never happy with me but I just want her to be happy I'll do anything for her so I'll just send her a text

"Hey I know you don't want me but if you weren't happy you could've said you wanted griffin I would've dropped you off at his place because that's how much I care about you and that's how much I'll do anything to make you happy so have a good day and enjoy every bit of it -noah" I sent the text and it said read so on I left to school....

A/N: sorry y'all I haven't update again busy summer vacation really ain't a vacation I'm just doing chores but it's fine enjoy this chapter even tho it's all over the place it's current 5 am so I'm half asleep have a good day🖤🤍

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