My Beloved ||Quackity x reader

Leaving is hard

⚠️!TW! ⚠️ SELF HARMING, ATTEMPTED SUICIDE, CAR CRASH

Povs switch through the chapter

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"I don't want you to leave, Alex." I said sobbing. "I don't care, I have my own life! I don't have to pity you! Move on!" He screamed at me. "WAKE UP!" What? What does that mean?

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Suddenly I jolted awake. I was on the couch next to Alex. It was just a nightmare. I wish he could stay with me forever. I figured out yesterday that I do have feelings for Alex and apparently he has feelings for me. I mean he kissed me so I can only assume he likes me. But I'm still confused. Who was the female he needed relationship advice with? I'll ask him when he wakes up.

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Alex's POV

I woke up next to Y/n on the couch. She was on her phone. "Good morning mi amor" I said as I smiled. "Good morning!" She smiled. I kissed her and went to get dressed. When I came back she asked me a question. "Hey Alex?" Y/n said. "Yea?" I answered. "Who was the girl you said you liked a couple days ago?" she asked. "Umm, this is going to sound dumb, but she doesn't exist." I tried to explain. Y/n just looked at me confused. "I don't know I was trying to see what you'd do. I was trying to figure out if I liked you or if you liked me or what the hell was going on." I explained. "I'm gonna pretend I understood every word in that sentence." She laughed. I laughed with her. "What time is it?" I asked her. "OH SHIT YOUR PLANE LEAVES IN 50 MINUTES!" She yelled. "FUCK" We spent about 17 minutes trying to get ready for me to leave. We were upset that I had to go, but we decided we would meet up again soon.

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At the Airport
Y/n POV

"Promise to call me every day?" I asked Alex. "Of course I will." He replied. He then gave me a kiss and got on the plane. Now I'm not gonna lie, I may have shed a few tears. And by a few I mean a lot. But at least we could still talk to each other. We still hadn't told our friends about us.

I realized I was standing in the airport thinking and people were starting to stare. I ran back to my car and got ready to take Dream and George to a different airport so they could catch their plane. (The sexual tension was almost to much for me to handle)

I was finally home. I was tired,but I had to clean up. Just then my phone started ringing. It was Alex. "Hey! I just got home. I know you wanted me to call you." He said. I laughed and said "Yea, good to know your alright."

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Alex POV

She was so beautiful when she laughs. I was on the phone with Y/n because she wanted me to call her when I got home. All I could think about was her beautiful face. I missed her so much. I wish we could stay together forever. "Hey, Alex?" She said. "Yea?" I answered. "Are we gonna tell are friends about us? And how will we tell our fans? And I just have so many questions." She sounded stressed. "We'll get to it when we get there." I promised. "Okay." She said and I could almost see her smiling. God I missed her beautiful face. I'm so glad I'm not staying here for long. I had already planned my next trip to go see Y/n. That probably sounds clingy, but oh well. Y/n had been my best friend like forever. (I know they only were friends for like a couple months shut up) Then we started, well I don't know what we started. I mean we aren't technically official yet. I should probably stop over thinking and go to sleep. I got in my bed and tried to sleep.

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Y/n POV

I had already tidied up my house and I was trying to go to sleep. Last night on the couch with Alex's arms wrapped around me was the best feeling ever. I'm not ready to let it go already. God, I sound so desperate and Clingy.
I hate myself so much. Alex probably just feels bad for me. I mean I'm so boring and hideous. I cried myself to sleep that night. I woke up the next morning and felt like shit. I feel like hurting myself even though I know I shouldn't. I shouldn't do it again. I looked at my phone. Alex said: Hey, good morning habibi❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I ignored it. My phone dinged again. Alex said: Are you okay? Why didn't you respond?
He FaceTimed me, but I couldn't bring myself to answer, instead I declined it and went downstairs to eat breakfast.

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Alex POV

I didn't sleep well last night. I woke up later than usual. 10:36 Y/n should be getting up now. I texted her, "Hey, good morning habibi❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️" Read. She read it, but she wasn't responding. Well maybe she's busy eating or something. I don't know. I texted her again just in case. "Are you okay? Why didn't you respond?" Read. No response. She probably thinks I'm being too clingy. I should just leave her alone. But I wanna make sure she's okay. I'll call George. "Hey Quackity! What's up?" He answered. "Hey George, I was wondering if you've heard from Y/n?" I told him trying not to give away too much. "No, why?" He asked. "We'll, me and Y/n are kinda weird right now. We've kissed and acted like a couple, but we're not really official yet. But for some reason she's leaving me on read and declining my calls. I just wanted to know if she was acting weird yesterday when she was taking you to the airport?" I explained. "Oh, well I didn't expect that, but no she acted fine yesterday." He answered. "That's really weird especially since it's you." He added. "Wait what's that supposed to mean?"
"Well, I'm Y/n's best friend she tells me everything at least I thought until you just told me all of that, but something has to be going on that's really weird of her." He said. "I know tell me about it." I said. "I'll call Karl and have him go check on her since they live near each other." (Just pretend Karl lives in California) "Also George, please don't tell anyone about me and Y/n." I said. "I won't, I promise." He replied. "Okay thanks man." I said. "No problem, Alex." He said. We then hung up and I waited for something to happen.

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Karl POV

I just got off of the phone with George and apparently something was going on with Y/n. We've known each other ever since she moved to America. I just hope she's okay. I pulled in Y/n's drive way and knocked on the door. No one answered. Her car is here so she should be home. I knocked again. No answer. I used my spare key and got in the house. "Y/n! It's me Karl! Are you okay!?" I yelled. No answer. Where is she? I walked upstairs into her room. There she was. Laying on the floor with a knife and blood still seeping into the carpet. "OMG Y/N!" I yelled tears filling my eyes. I quickly grabbed my phone and called 911. When the ambulance arrived they let me ride with her since I was the only one they had to get answers on what happened. After they got done asking me questions I called George and told him not to tell anyone yet unless he had to because she might still be okay. When we got to the hospital I had to wait in the waiting room because I wasn't apart of her family and I couldn't visit her. Just at that moment some sketchy people walked into the hospital. An old man, a woman, and a boy not much younger than Y/n. There were some similarities between them and Y/n that I noticed, but I wasn't too worried about them. I was only worried about Y/n. But then they asked what room Y/n was in. Apparently they're family. Y/n never talks about her family and for a good reason I guessed. The doctor took them back to her room and I didn't have a good feeling about them.

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Alex POV

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. My phone fell out of my hand onto the ground, but I couldn't move to pick it up. "Alex? Alex are you still there?" George said in tears. I finally got the courage to pick up my phone and talk to George again. "I'm going there right the hell now." I said tears streaming down my face. I ran and packed a few things as quick as I could. I threw them all in my car and started driving towards a California hospital. I shouldn't have though because of the pouring rain and me barely being able to see the road. But I still drove and drove as fast as I could without taking any breaks. I didn't even stop to go to the bathroom. I couldn't. I had to be there for Y/n I should have been there with her when it happened. I can't let anything like this happen ever again. I had to stay with her. I just have to. "GOD DAMMIT!" I screamed sobbing. I don't even know how long it had been, but I would be in California in a few hours. I hate myself. It's all my fault that this happened. "HOLY FUCK!" I screamed as a car beside me slid off the road and pushed me along with it. That's the last thing I remember laying there, a few hours away from Y/n. So close to her yet so far from her. Blaring sirens filling my thoughts. " I love you Y/n." I managed to whisper. Then everything went black.

A/n

Omg this chapter is everything. Sorry for you sadness that might be there. 😢 I finally wrote a long chapter for once too and sorry I haven't been uploading a lot. I will try and change that.😁