My Beloved ||Quackity x reader

All good things must end eventually

⚠️WARNING!!! VIOLENCE, MENTIONS OF SELF HARM

Y/n POV

I woke up in Alex's arms, he was so adorable. But I still couldn't get it out of my head how much hate I'll be getting, I mean I'm already getting some. Sometimes I feel like I don't belong in my body, like I shouldn't be myself. I feel like I should be some random girl no one knows, having a full time job, and a happy family I can go home to everyday. But instead I'm a weird Twitch streamer who is dating a lot of people's dream man. I should probably go and clear up my head.

Y/n grabbed one of Alex's hoodies and some shoes and went out the front door

I stopped at the park and sat on a bench, it was starting to get chilly out since Autumn has just begun. I watched children playing with their jackets and hats on. They looked so carefree and happy, I wish I could go back to those moments in my life. The less stressful ones. As I was sitting on the bench letting my mind drift, a girl came up to me. "Excuse me miss?" She said. "Uhm yes what is it sweetie?" I replied. "I accidentally threw my ball into the tree, can you get it for me?" She asked. "I'll try, which tree is it in?" I said. "Come on follow me, I'll show you!" She started running to the tree. I got the ball down for her when another girl came up to us. "Alicia what are you doing with this freak?" She said. "Excuse me?" I said offended. "Yeah, you heard me right! All you'll ever be is just a little bitch Quackity feels sorry for!" She said smirking. I knew it was wrong, especially in front of children, but I couldn't help myself. I pushed her to the ground. "Back off bitch" I said. She got back up and yanked my hair. "So this is how it's gonna be huh?" She said. She started walking still gripping my hair. I stuck my foot out and tripped the bitch. She fell and hit her head just enough to where she stopped to examine it for a second. That second gave me leverage to beat the fuck out of her. I climbed on top of her and and started punching her. People were already gathered around us screaming. I still couldn't stop.

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Alex POV

I woke up to Y/n being nowhere in sight. I searched the entire house before deciding to track her on her iPhone. The park? Why would she go their first thing in the morning? I grabbed a jacket and headed out. When I got to the park I saw a huge crowd of people screaming and chanting. What the hell is happening here? I thought. That's when two people move just at the right time and I got a glance of Y/n motionless. I ran into the crowd pushing and shoving until I got to the middle.  A random person was beating Y/n's limp body. " GOD DAMMIT GET OFF HER!" I screamed tears streaming down my face. I dropped to my knees and held Y/n's head in my lap. "Y/n please wake up, please be okay." I said sobbing. "WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED!" I screamed. No one answered. Suddenly a little girl moved herself towards me. " I know what happened sir..." she said shyly. "What happened then?" I asked. "I asked that girl to get my ball out of the tree and my sister came to pick on her and they started fighting." The little girls said. "What did your sister say to Y/n?" I asked growing angrier. " She said something about quacks like the duck noise and someone feeling sorry for that girl." Poor little girl. But as soon as I heard that red was flashing in my eyes. I breathed slowly and carried Y/n bridal style to the car. I could've hurt anyone there, but I'm learning to control my anger issues. I drove to the hospital and rushed Y/n in. The doctors said she'd be fine, but I wanted to make sure.
When she woke up I asked her what happened. "Alex? Where am I?" She replied with avoiding the question. "Your at the hospital love now tell me what happened please. She explains that she was winning the fight when the other girl punched the spot Y/n had stabbed herself not long ago. Y/n explained that after that she was unconscious until just a few minutes ago. I hugged her gently and whispered in her ear. "Y/n I love and and care about you too much for you to keep hurting yourself, whether that's self harm, fights, or anything else that is harming to you. Please be safe. Te quiero mucho." I said softly. "Okay, I love you too..." She replied softly. Then we both drifted off to sleep.

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Y/n POV

I woke up still in the hospital. God I was such an idiot. I knew I was injured and I still went out and got in a fight. Why can't I just be smart for once and not make myself be in worse condition. Suddenly Alex jolted awake. "Morning sleepy head" I giggled. "Hey" he said smiling. "Alex, I've been thinking..." I said. "What is it amor?" He asked. "I think we should tell our fans about us." I said. "Really? Are you sure your ready?" He asked. "Yea I think so." I said. In reality though, I was no where near ready. No where near ready to tell our fans about us, but I was ready for all the violence and questioning and suspicion to finally end. So whether I was actually ready or not I had to be. I have to force myself to be ready.  "Yea, I'm definitely ready." I said. "Okay Mi amor we'll announce it whenever we're home and you feel better." He said smiling.

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                             ~Days later~

Alex POV

We were finally back home and Y/n was asleep. I knew I should go to bed since it was after all, 4 in the morning. But I was trying to figure out if I was ready to tell everyone about my relationship with Y/n. I wondered if there was gonna be more violence than there already is. I mean we haven't disclosed any information and we are still both injured and in pain. I coughed loudly because my lungs still weren't completely healed. Y/n jolted awake. "Alex?" She said groggily. "Shh, it's okay baby. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you." I said softly. "It's okay, but get some sleep. I don't want you to be tired tomorrow. I lov-" she started snoring. "I love you to mi amor" I whispered softly." I decided to try and sleep with my arms around Y/n as she dreamed peacefully.

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Y/n POV

I woke up with Alex preparing the set up for our video later. I was starting to feel panicked so I got up and went to eat breakfast. Alex came down not long after. "We can film whenever you want, no matter the time." He said. "Alright." I answered. Worry had filled my mind. "Your not ready either, are you?" He asked. "No, I'm not. But we have to tell everyone. We can't just keep our relationship a secret." I sighed. "I know, I just don't want you to get eve-" Alex was interrupted by his coughing again. "I'm sorry, but as I was saying, I just don't want you to get even more hurt." He said tearing up a little. "It's okay, you can't control it and I promise I'll be fine." I said trying to be reassuring. "But that's the thing ever since the end of the meetup, you've been getting hurt constantly. Whether that be physically or mentally, your in pain Y/n." He said with a strain in his voice. "I know, but maybe once we announce it fans will see that there's nothing they can do. They might see that you actually do love me and I actually love you." I replied. He sighed. "Okay, do you want to get ready and then film the video?" He asked. I nodded my head. "Okay."
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Alex POV

Y/n and I were both sitting in front of the camera, waiting to see who was gonna turn it on. "Are you ready?" I asked. "Yea, let's go for it" she replied. I turned on the camera and we explained everything from the moment we first met. At first my fans were really violent but they calmed down so Y/n's feeling better about our relationship. Also, we were both healing and are now almost completely fine. I know we have a long road ahead of us but for right now I love Y/n and she loves me and that's all I could ever ask for.