I wasn't supposed to talk to him, because I wasn't allowed on Facebook. He took it the wrong way, and called him self a shity person. I said "ok"
then he said "goodbye."
I told him "fine" because I wasn't going to stop him from not being my friend.
He said "fine" then blocked me.
He was my best friend, my only friend, and my crush.
When i lost him I lost everthing.
You see people my dad is in jail, my mom is dead to me, and my sister uses my past against me. I've been living with my grandmother because of all of this, and now that I lost him I got nothing. Oh, if I run away or start walking off or start cutting again I'll be sent in patient again, or be sent to a group home. So I don't know how I can stop myself from anything stupid because I don't have my friend. The thing that gets me is that before he did what he did he told me that I meant a lot to him. Now I know how much a lot is. He kicked me to the crub like my ex did. -__- Im falling apart.
