evanna

12.

tw: eating disorder ⚠️

anna pov
so i decided that i going to do a promise ring for a long time then engagement ring in a couple of years so i know we're both ready to actually be married

but right now eva and i are moving everything we own in a decent sized house we have 3 beds and 2 1/2 baths so if we ever do fight we have enough rooms and i mean couples fight so it's healthly to fight sometimes

eva pov
i'm so happy anna and i are finally living together because we finally have alone time just to us so we don't have to hide anything from the other girls not like that because i'm asexual so i don't really like that stuff it's just finally we have privacy and a whole ass house to ourselves

i just remember i totally forgot to say that i'm ace so yea and anna completely supports me on that she's too kind to do that to me if i don't want it

*hours later they basically have everything unpacked*

anna made dinner i finished early but still sat at the table because anna has been struggling to eat lately so i'm trying to help her even if i sit with her for hours but i love her so i can't just leave her there i fed anna her last few bites of her food she just kept smiling because i airplaned her last few bites because i knew it made her happy after that i cleaned up the kitchen anna went to go lay down on the couch because she's tired we've had a very long day today since we moved everything in here and also unpacked everything

i made some hot tea for anna since she's sore from today and hoping it will make her feel better so i make the tea and walk over to anna who i find asleep but i know this will make her feel better so i wake her up to give her the tea

e: bubba wake up
a: why
e: because i made you some hot tea to make you feel better
a: you didn't have to
e: i know but you don't feel good so i did
*anna takes the cup of tea*
a: thank you evan
e: you're welcome boonie

after anna drank her tea i went on my phone to tiktok and makes a tiktok for my spam account i just choose a random sound and anna had her head on my lap so i filmed her too she looked up and smiled so cutely at the camera to sound finished so i captioned it "all moved in @not.isteppedindogpoop" of course i had to at anna in it lol after scrolling through tiktok anna had been watching i don't know what but she ended up falling asleep i'm not surprised though haha

i lift anna's head off my lap the pick her up bridal style god i want her to carries me like this on our wedding da- eva don't move that fast stop but i brought her up to our room set her down got her changed into more comfortable clothes so i changed also i was about to get up to use the bathroom til i heard a soft "where are you going" from anna i reply back "it's ok i'll be right back i need to use the bathroom" "ok don't forgot about me" anna said kinda giggling a lil "you think i'd forget about you ok" i said while anna just laughed a little bit

i get back in bed to find anna asleep of course i just go to bed on my side then anna rolls me on my back so she can crawl on top of me to sleep i guess, she's a big simp around me and anna doesn't simp so i find this hilarious

*the next morning*
still evas pov

i wake up and anna's not on top of me anymore so i check my phone and see she texted me and it said
"well i guess youre awake if youre seeing this before i'm home but i went for a run to clear my mind and just have sometime to myself i hope youre ok with that but i'll be back in about 1-2 hours and i promise i'm safe i have pepper spray just in case but i love you bub<3" she sent that at 9:27 and i woke up at 10:45
i texted her back "good morning bub thank you for texting me and reassuring me that youre safe i love you too get home soon though i want attention!<3"

after about an hour i hear the front door open and it's anna finally i jump of from watching anime on the couch and jump into her arms she hugs me tight and says while laughing "eva i was only gone for 2 hours why are you acting like this" "you left me with a text what do you expect from me" i say back sarcastically "i guess eva" anna says trying to walk away from the hug but i wouldnt let her "hey where do i think you're going" i say "um away from you" anna says back "ok whatever" i say in a weird accent

anna pov
"do you want some breakfast bub" i ask eva "yea sure but you make sure you eat too" eva said calmly "but i'm not hungry though" i said looking down at the ground eva started to lift me chin up "bub i know youre struggling but i got you i'm here i promise" eva said while hugging me

i started making breakfast but really i'm only making enough for eva because food for some reason actually i know exactly why i'm struggling from and eating disorder i've been through one before while i lived in michigan my mom helping me through it and i just never told eva about my eating disorder or that i struggle with a lot of things that she doesn't know i think i'm going to tell eva everything about my mental health and stuff because i think she should know because this is the girl i wanna marry and i can't just hide things yea i kinda was thinking that all through cooking breakfast for eva even though i'm pretty sure evas still gonna make me eat something

eva did end up making me eat sadly but it kinda made me feel good but i don't know today i wanna take her to the beach and talk about everything in my past that's the best way i think i can tell my little eva

i told eva to put on a bathing suit and and some comfy clothes over top and also pack extra clothes just in case

we got in the car and now we're heading off a little nervous but we're going steady

(this is a long is a long chapter sorry for that)