𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐭 - nessa barrett

number twenty-nine

𝐋𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐀
im in shock that she'd do this to me i was finally getting somewhere and she just had to ruin it, like she always does.

mia
i have an idea.

it felt like time froze, mia had an idea. thank god i couldnt handle if kay got another aoty.

lillia
do tell

mia
we can't threaten kay, we can threaten nessa instead of kay, but with what?

lillia
nessa isn't out to the public yet...if you're picking up what im saying...

mia
who are you? suddenly, you're absolutely brilliant

𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀
lillia
hi nessa 🙂

nessa
hi?
why r u texting me lol 😭

lillia
i just wanted to talk to you about something

nessa
something being what?
u lied about ur "friends" on the internet for clout
i don't have any reason to talk to you

lillia
i get you are upset
but i had a proposition
i can make things better

nessa
how?
sorry u can't just make up insane lies like that and then make things better

lillia
break up with kay
don't be associating with her or her friends to stay out of the drama

nessa
why would i do that lmao?
i love kay
and her friends have been nothin but kind to me
with the exception of u
clearly

lillia
i'll tell the world that you are a faggot
and are dating kay for attention for young forever

she wouldn't do that. would she?

i mean she did spread all that shit about people that were supposed to be her friends.

nessa
what?
why would you do that?

lillia
break up with kay or get outed
i don't really care either way
i'll make everything a living hell for both of you if you don't do what i say

nessa
okay.
but don't ever talk to me again

lillia
fine by me ness 😉

i hate seeing kay like this and with what lillia told me i HAD to do this.

i wasn't ready to come out yet.

"kay, we need to talk" i said barley above a whisper.

"yeah, whats up?" she looked so happy i felt bad.

"i think..we need to break up..." i trailed off.

he face fell at my words, i knew this would hurt her AND me but i needed to do it, lillia's blackmailing me.

"look before you get upset-" she cut me off

"upset? of course i'm upset, ness. what was it? was it something i did?" she sounded distressed, but this was what was best.

"no its nothing that you did-" she cut me off once again.

"no, ness dont give me that 'its not you its me' bullshit because i know its not true-" i cut her off.

"but it is, i trust you it is. i cant do this relationship right now; im sorry." i said.

"just tell me if i was what i did, i swear i'll fix it." her
voice came out loud, echoing in my head.

"kay, stop it! you can have anyone you fucking want. you're kay fucking crystal! i don't matter to you!" i said back.

"GOD!" she exclaimed "i don't want anyone else, i just want you." her voice broke.

it hurt my soul and i could feel it was hurting her.

silence filled the room.

"i-i'm sorry kay. i really love you, but i have to" i whispered and left her home.