a bloody love story

the aftermath.

I was slowly, inexplicably falling for damon. the more i saw him, the more i wanted him and the more i yearned for his touch, but soon enough all of these feelings came crashing down. I had been staying with the salvatores for around a week after i turned. Stefan was helping me deal with my urges, he helped me quite a lot, Stefan was so kind and selfless, i wondered how on earth Damon was his brother. Damon grew cold towards me after a while. We had been having quite a lot of sex in that week, maybe as a reward for me not killing anyone or just to please him, i could never tell which was which but it was fucking amazing.

It was around the 8th day i had been staying at the house. I was sleeping in damon's room most nights but i still had a guest room to go to. i was in the guest room just watching friends on the tv when damon comes in, slowly pushing through the door, no knocking or anything just came straight in. "y/n, we gotta talk about something." he said with a sharp tone. "yeah sure what about?" i questioned. "look, this week with you has been great, the sex was amazing dont get me wrong but you need to go." he strictly said. "i don't have anywhere else TO go damon. if i did i'd have left to go home by now." i explained. "Not my problem. you can deal with that some other place."  he complained. "wow. that's harsh, look i can't exactly leave i don't even know how to get back to california from here. please can i just stay a few more days so i can figure out how to get outta here?" i pleaded. "No. you've overstayed your welcome. now get out y/n" he said, scowling at me and finishing the sentence with a raise of voice. "damon you're an asshole you know that." i shouted. "wouldn't be the first person to call me that. you're not special. god knows why i saved your pathetic ass. Shoulda just let you bleed out. now leave." he shouted pacing across the room. With tears of frustration in my eyes i tried to leave the room. but before long he quickly pulled me into the wall, choking me. not in the normal sexual way, but with pure violence behind it. "and don't even try and to come back." he whispered in
my ear. I sped out of the house with a few items of clothing, not much but enough
to live on for a while.I wondered why damon had grown such malice for me in such a short time. It stung so hard for him to say all of that to me. as soon as i shut the door of the mansion i broke down crying. i was suck in a town i didn't know with no blood no things no house nothing. it's like he left me to die. As the door slammed, stefan came out of his room and shouted, "Damon what the hell is wrong with you, why would you kick her out when you know she's still getting used to being one of us, she's been nothing but nice to us. You always do this when you start to care about people." Damon said glibly, "I can't care about people stefan, you know this. I don't want to bring her into my life just to get even more hurt, better to let her go like this." Stefan sighed and went into the kitchen. Although he thought i was gone, i heard everything that he had said.