*my mermaid shifting journal

Day15?

Ughh I'm having a crisis...should I just do reality shifting?I wanna be a mermaid,but I also wanna be a ballerina,mabe I could try to shift into something that won't go crazy if not in the water in 4-6 days.
I'm just not sure anymore...what do I do?I could just get mermaid abilities,but I don't know how.

Your ?mer?....

~Lori~