y/n a very anti-social person she moved out of her house to go to her dream school NYU and moves in with her cousin dana, y/n wakes up one day and runs into erick.
erick a very social person very flirty he visits NY for a shoot him and the boys wer...
i was at home playing the guitar when i got a notification that y/n was doing a live which is really rare for her to do them so i decided to click on it and watch it
"today i'll be recording a video with buzzfeed so make sure to go watch it when's it out guys" she says
i have my notifications on for buzzfeed so they'll notified me when the video is out so that i can go watch it
"also guys my new song with sebastian yatra will be coming out tonight at 8:00pm!!!" she says cheering
"girl watch the road" dana says and they start laughing, she looks kinda hot driving since she drives a stick it's a race car so it makes her look kinda hot the way she drives it
after a while they ended the live, i'm really gonna miss her when i leave but it's for my own good and hers, we can't keep hurting each other like this, it's not healthy
i decided to go to my room and in my closet i have a big box of memories of her and i only, i was never able to throw it away i'm not ready to let her go but i have too
i was about to open the box when christopher knocked on the main door, i quickly put the box lid back on and and put the box in my closet and go open the door for him
"why'd you take forget to open the door?" chris asks
"oh because um i was in the bathroom" i answer nervously
"ohh well c'mon let's go"
"okay"
me and christopher decided to go to the mall because he wanted to buy somethings, we spent like two hours at the mall we then went to eat at nandos and then went to christopher's apartment and watched y/n buzzfeed video
in the lying detector test they asked her if she had anything with any of us and she said no then she said she cherished every second with them and she smiled
"do you think she's talking about you?" chris asks
"no i don't think so, i think its Joel"
they then asked her if she ever fallen in love with any of us and if she still loves them, she answered yes and her eyes looked like a pool of water was at the bottom of her eyes ready to let all those tears come out but she blinked them away and claimed that it was her allergies
"now there she's definitely talking about you" christopher says as he points at the tv screen
"no bruh stop saying that it's killing me everytime you say that because i know i cant have her i know that but i dont want to expect it and me being here is just fucking up with her emotions and relationship with joel me leaving would be the best for the both us!!"
"erick.."
"no stop it, i love her man but i can have her she wants nothing to do with me i tried so hard for so long to be with her i begged her christopher but she made it more than clear that she wants nothing to do with me fuck man she fucking avoided me for month's"
"yeah but ask yourself why?"
"because she wants nothing to do with me!!! how many times do i have to repeat that hurtful sentence!!"
"til you understand why she never let you back in!!"
"what do you mean"
"erick you hurt her, she was just scared that you would hurt her again it's also your fault erick"
what christopher said
i let it sink in, he's right, i hurt her i fucked her up, she's scared
FUCK!!!!
why? why am i so stupid?!!
all i want is her but i'm too late, i fucked it up, she was right, everytime we get back together i'm the one that always fucks it up
"erick if you still love her than why are you still with amanda"
"i don't know, i mean she was there for me and i was sad about the whole y/n situation when we came back from new york and she's a great girl you know i don't wanna hurt her"
"but your hurting yourself by being with amanda and watching the girl you love be with someone else"
"i know okay!!! i know...., that's why i'm leaving, so that she can be happy"
"will she really tho? think about it, she was crying when she found out you were leaving, she admitted that she still loved this mystery person on buzzfeed too"
"what about amanda?"
"it'll hurt but like i said you're hurting yourself and amanda, tell amanda the truth"
"okay, i'll call you when i get home"
i grab my car keys put my shoes on and say goodbye to christopher and start driving to amanda's place • • • • • • • • • • • • • • ______________________________
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