Enemies- Bakugo x Reader

The next day

Y/N didn't show up in the lecture.

Bakugo noticed Kirishima being quite, writing down his own notes. Actually, he's been quiet the whole time when they met and got into the lecture hall. He didn't even greet Bakugo.

Whatever, he doesn't care. It's better that way.
He can focus with his own notes.

But the fact that the person who has been rambling non-stop is suddenly so quiet for the first time in years, is bugging him.

"What is it,"
Bakugo frowned, not looking at Kirishima.

It was silence until Kirishima spoke.
"What do you mean what is it,"
He spoke with a surprising monotone.

"Speak, tomato head, you're weird,"
Bakugo's a little bit angry.

"Fine. You know what? I had to carry Y/N back to her room last night."
He stopped writing and turned to Bakugo.

Bakugo replied with a smirk.
"Why? She fell asleep again? She's always falling asleep, is it such a huge matter? What a weakling."

"I'm sorry bro, but I think it's time for you to apologise to Y/N."

"For what? For her being a clumsy sleepy ass?"
Bakugo continued with a smirk.

"No, for causing her a panic attack,"

Bakugo froze for a second.
A panic attack?

He's had that before. It's not a good feeling,

"What were you thinking, Bakugo? You were rude rude yesterday. You're mostly rude every day, but yesterday you got a little out of control. Did something happen?"

Bakugo frowned.
"Nothing."

There is something. He realised. He did put unnecessary emotion into Y/N, for releasing his anger from the boxing team incident.

He still thinks that Y/N is not worthy though.

But a little apologise won't hurt, for he has actually done something wrong?

To be fair, she didn't do anything to hurt him.
Maybe it's because he's not used to newbies joining them. Newbies that would ruin everything for him. Newbies like Neito.

"She's not worth my apology."

"You do you man. I'm just reminding you."
Kirishima continued with his note taking.

Bakugo returned taking his notes as well.

———

The lecture has finished, Bakugo was heading to the gym room.

He's walking pass the dorm.

Something made him hesitate.

Should I apologise?

Well I won't care about what she feels.

But the panic attack...

He's been through that as well

He knows it's a horrible thing to go through.

God dang it.

He changed directions and went into the dorm building.
He took the stairs and got to her doorway.

What is he even supposed to say?
Just 'I'm sorry' and go?

Whatever. He knocked onto Y/N's door.

Nobody answered.

He waited for a couple of seconds, wasn't patient and decided to try and open the door.

It's not locked.

He stepped into a small room of mess, with a person curled into a Foetus position.

She's sleeping soundly.

He stepped in more, closing the door behind him.
She's sleeping again. Nothing surprising.

Then, he noticed her wet pillow and sheets. Her eyebrows still furrowed even when she's asleep.

Has she been crying to sleep?

A slight hit of guilt travelled through his stomach.

"Nggh...wha...shit what time is it?!"

Y/N slid out of her covers quickly.

"Fuck I've missed a lecture, how the hell am I gonna-"

"Look, you've always missed every single lecture cuz you're sleeping in class, dumbass."

Y/N looked up, and shouted
"WHat THE FUCK ARE YA-"

Bakugo quickly shoved his palm onto her mouth, keeping her from shouting.

She calmed down and shoved his hand away.

"Seriously? You hate me so much that you've come to murder me during my sleep?"
Y/N glared at Bakugo.

"Shut the fuck up, Kirishima told me to check on you, so I did. Now I'm leaving, go back to sleep you fkin useless-"

Something stopped him, after seeing the tears on her bedsheets. It also reminded him of some of his past.

"Fuck off Bakugo, I don't need your pity. I don't want to see you, now get the f-"

"Panic attack?"
Bakugo started at Y/N.
"What is it like?"

Y/N's brain stopped for a sec, and she frowned.
"Don't even try to mock me with the panic attack thing, it's none of your business."
She doesn't want him to call her weak anymore. It's enough. What's wrong with him.

"I'm-"
Bakugo couldn't finish his sentence when Y/n shoved him away.
"Leave. The Fuck. Now."
Y/N ordered.

She pushed Bakugo away and slammed the door shut.

She doesn't wanna deal with this fuckface at the moment.

——

Bakuho stood outside Y/N's doorway.

He was trying to apologise, but he couldn't.
.
.
Whatever, right? It's not like that he cared in the first place. She can curl up in her own thoughts however she wants. It's still none of his business.

But he couldn't get rid of the scene of her face drowned in her own tears. The hurt in her face.