In my experience, suicide is such a terrible feeling.
Not only it's the thought of killing yourself but not succeeding.
I'm not trying to support suicide at all, believe me if I could save everyone from that, I would.
A few months ago, I attempted suicide by overdosing.
Let me tell you how horrid it feels waking up after a suicide attempt.
I could feel my heartbeat slowing down, and my eyelids getting heavy.
This is it, I thought.
I told my now ex boyfriend about what I did, he was terrified because not only was it that I took so many pills. He was out of state at the moment and couldn't come back for another day or two.
I remember him making me stay up with him past two in the morning just to make I was going to be alright.
I remember my eyes getting heavy and going into complete darkness.
Then waking up three in the morning to the sound of banging coming from the front door.
Opening up and seeing the police.
It's a scary process, it really is.
Then when everything is over.
You can't eat, you sleep and sleep.
You can't function properly.
I spent days completely sleeping and not being able to eat a bite out of bread because of all the chemicals filled in my stomach.
You feel so lifeless...
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PoesiaI'm just a child who writes as if tomorrow is my last day on earth. A child whose style does not consist of short skirts and pink make up, but of pens and notebooks. My mind is as ease once the ink hits the paper, every thought lingering around my m...
