Iba't ibang bulungan na naman ang naririnig ko sa aking paglalakad. Whenever they approach me, I will smile at them. I always enjoy my life, even though it sucks hard. No one knows who I am. What I feel and what I've been through. Except for my best friend, who is always there for me.
I think I hide the real me within my talent, yes I am kind of pretending. You can say that I am a happy going person. I like to smile, I don't know why. Despite the problems, I just smile through all of it. Someone says that let the problem, solve itself. I agree with it.
My smile suddenly vanished when I remembered him. Maybe I can be a good actress now, faking everything, always trying hard, and very desperate to have his heart and feel his love. Because I thought he is the one for me, I thought I'm satisfied with everything, I thought I have everything that he likes, but...I was wrong, I am very wrong. I just want to be happy with him and the thought of it made me change my smile into a frown.
Isn't it funny? I always tell to my friend, when it comes to love, you have to be wise so that you won't get hurt. But I am a stupid one. I always have this hope in my heart, that someday he can be mine because I believe in the saying when you have life, you have hope. When you have God, you have hope. He is our hope.
But is it worth it? You're hoping for nothing? Hoping for someone that lacks appreciation towards you? Hoping that maybe someday, he will notice me? I am not like this. I thought I am not a desperate person who's wishing and hoping for someone, but I was wrong. It changed when I met him.
Sophina Marie Yuqui, the beauty and brain, famous, and feisty but have a good heart.
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