All I had left ✨

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~Jaden

I know I did wrong
Can't help to forget.
I wrote you this song
Because I couldn't roll the words off my lips.

"I know I did wrong,
Can't help to forget.
I wrote you this song
Because I couldn't roll the words off my lips"
-Wow, Jaden, your song is playing on the radio! - Bryce said turning up the volume on the radio.
-Oh yeah, cool....
-What's up man?
-Nothing, it's just this song...nothing, whatever.
-It's for Nessa, isn't it? - Quinton said looking at me with a sad face.
-Yeah...
-Well Jaden but-
My cell phone started ringing, I saw the screen and it was Mads.
-Who is it?-Cooper asked me.
Cooper is best friends with Nessa and even though he keeps hanging out with me and the guys I don't think he has really forgiven me for the fact that I left Nessa to get back together with Mads. I don't know why I did it, Nessa was my world and Mads, well, I love her, but it's not the same.
-It's...it's Mads.
-Ah, wow.-Cooper replied, rolling his eyes.
-I have to take this, Bryce, can you turn the radio down please.

I'm falling apart
Can you catch my breath?
Kept dept my heart
And now you're hard to forget
Remember the nights
When you held me
I was so nervous
Felt my spine melting

-Jaden, the interview is in 5 minutes, are you ready?
-Yes, thank you Travis.
I had an interview with Jimmy Kimmel about my new song, I was nervous because they were probably going to ask me questions about who the song is for and stuff like that.
-Good evening, today we have Jaden as a guest on the show and he's going to talk about his new song "All I Had left". Hi Jaden, welcome, how are you feeling?
-Hey, well I'm nervous, it's my first time here but at the same time I'm very proud of myself. Thanks for inviting me.
-You're welcome, your new song is amazing, "I'm falling apart,
Can you make me catch my breath?
You're deep in my heart.
And now it's hard to forget you.
Remember the nights, when you used to hold me.
I was so nervous,
I felt my spine melt." 
That part is my favorite part of the song, is that a song with a story of yours or did you just make it up or were you inspired by some movie, book or something?
-Well, this song is very important to me, it's about a girl and me.
-Uhh, and that girl is Mads Lewis? We heard that you broke up a few days ago.
-Yeah, she and I broke up recently, we both realized that we wanted different things and that our relationship wasn't being healthy but the song is not for her.
-oh boy, these things happen... so, I dare say the song is for Nessa Barrett.
-Gotcha haha.
I let out a nervous laugh and felt my face turn red. I had admitted in front of almost the entire country that the song was for Nessa.
-Wow, so it's for her then. If I'm well aware of what happened, it was that you were in a relationship with Mads Lewis but then you had a relationship with Nessa Barrett and then you went back to Mads Lewis...Is that right?
-Mmm... yes, I went back with Mads because I felt I had to, I think because of the fear of love  someone other than the one you love for so long as it's the case with Mads and I, I know Mads before Nessa and I felt scared to love someone other than her.
So I had to come on a TV show to realize why I left Nessa to go back to Mads... unbelievable.
-It's normal, when I was your age I went through the same thing. The important thing is that you are happy.
-Exactly.
-Well, let's keep talking about your music.

knew you were  true love,
watched you drive away.
never felt so empty,
I cried every day.
And I miss everything that we did.
And yes, I miss you too.
And how could I forget
When you were all I really had left?

{One shot} -NadenWhere stories live. Discover now